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2010-02-21T14:33:00.007+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON PEOPLE!!!!

Yes yes yes..My blog is very dead.. Ermmm...I'm extremely lazy so that explains why it has been a very very long time since I've updated..I will re-introduce myself..

My name is Murshidah Zulfaa Binte Noordin.

Turning 22 this year on 21 November.

Currently working at IMH as a Medical Records Office Clerk.

That information should be enough for now.

Will try to update as much as I can okay?

Bye all :)

2009-09-19T23:10:00.003+08:00

Saya, Murshidah Zulfaa Binte Noordin, ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia terutama sekali keluargaku, kawan-kawanku dan sesiapa yang mengenali aku. Maaf zahir dan batin. Halalkan makan dan minumku. Mudah-mudahan Syawal ini disambut dengan meriah disamping keluarga. Insyaallah.

Jangan lupa datang rumah ya... :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

2009-09-19T22:33:00.006+08:00

THE M's

M and Marcus

Marcus, Mursh and M

ME!!!!

Yes yes..Smiling from ear to ear...I'm going to miss MARCUS ONG WEI XIANG and his nonsense and the free rides in his Porche :p..As for M, I'll be seeing you around..Hehe so don't have to worry... :D

There's a reason why I am smiling...

BECAUSE....

I HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!!

YES YES!!! OFFICIALLY WITH NO INVERTED COMMAS...YIPPEE!!.. (Hehehe..Got no graduation picture so I use my kindergarten picture..Heheheh)

Hope to get a job soon..I'M SOOOOO BROKE..:(

2009-09-14T15:07:00.010+08:00

KANYE WEST IS SUCH A *TOOT*

.Watch this video and you'll find out why.

Very annoying right?!?!?!?!???!!?

Both Taylor Swift and Beyonce were so shocked and embarrassed by what he did..So disapponting..I mean being a Beyonce fan, I'll have to admit that Beyonce does great videos..But hey, Kanye didn't have to be so RUDE..She ain't perfect but she DID won because she deserved it..Pfffffttt..

Beyonce won Video Of the Year..So Kanye should have just shut up and give Taylor Swift a break..Anyway, Beyonce was thoughtful and gave Taylor Swift her moment after being interrupted by Kanye "!@#$#$!@" West...

GO B!!!

You're the best..WOO HOOO!!! And congrats on winning Video Of The Year 09'..Love ya!!

I wish I can watch her perform at Fort Canning on the 26 !!!! But...HAIZ...NO MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So...I'll just have to watch it on TV.. :(

2009-09-14T14:38:00.004+08:00

Hey all!!

Went to buka puasa with my dearest girls on Wednesday at Thai Express and here are the pictures!!

Had Tom Yum Noodles (Actually all of us did) Hehehe.. Yummy!!!

Had mango smoothie and the girls had chendol..

M, Mursh, Wardz

Will be going to M's place one of the days to buat kuih..WeEEEEeeEe!!!!!!

Okay bye all!!

2009-09-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

I SO WANT THIS...

Mooncakes...

2009-09-07T22:47:00.001+08:00

My Greatest Distraction......

Everytime she enters my room, my things will start to "move". Amazing huh? Didn't know she is a good magician..:) Anyway, I love her to the maximum. No doubt you are FREAKING IRRITATING..But I can't ask for more. You are my one and only sister. You're SO CUTE that I feel like slapping you from top to bottom..Heheheh...

I LOVE YOU, NURUL KARIMAH BINTE NOORDIN <3

2009-09-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late wish......

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

* Mardiyah Binte Jumari *

Her birthday was on the 26 of August but I was very busy preparing for my exams. Anyway, wishing you all the best in whatever you do and please STOP being a ***** :)..Hahahahah...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! Love ya babe..

*Sorry ar babe, takde striking pink. :p ni je lah pink yg sesuai.. :)

2009-09-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

Intellectual Me :)

YAY!!! EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!! Time to sleep, sleep and sleep...Catch up on my sleep..Yes yes...If I pass I'll go get a job..If I fail then have to come back..ARGH!! But nevertheless, I have "officially" GRADUATED!!!! Yes..!!! :) Sticking to my plan of working first and then go back to school... Will update more tomorrow about the papers and alot of other things..

2009-08-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone

I've been really busy..First of all my house was undergoing renovation and so I had difficulties going online coz it was so troublesome. Anyway, will upload the pictures. Before and after. But not tonight. I just want to blog about some stuffs...

1) I'm graduating soon so I'll be very busy..Exams coming..In exactly 3 weeks.. Yes that's very fast.. Need to start studying.

2) My plan after graduation would be to find a job (that is if i clear all my modules) and maybe work til May so that I can spend my June going on a trip to Australia to meet my girlfriends. Perhaps stay there for a month? Meet Shikin in Melbourne and then go to Adelaide to meet Nab and Amal? MAYBE...DO NOT PUT HIGH HOPES ON THAT UNLESS YOU GUYS ARE SOME HOW CHIPPING IN... :) Then you guys bring me around to other places okay? 1 month more than enough right? :) So need to save ALOT... Pray that I'll do that.

3) Apply for RMIT? UOL? Uni SIM?? Hmmm...Still weighing my options. Insyaallah...

4) Get married??? NAH!!!!!! hahahha..Don't know what's going to happen next but most probably, WORK..Yup2 and this time, I'll have to work harder to save up for alot of things that I'm looking forward to... :)

Okay that's all for now... Good night people!!

2009-07-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

Last month I went......BALIK KAMPONG!!!! Yippee!!! We were greeted by 3 durians :) YUMMY!!! (See pictures) and also went to Melaka...Back packed..Hahahah..There were no more hotels with swimming pool ( my IRRITATING sis wants a hotel with a swimming pool ) and most of the budget hotels were fully booked. We tried our luck and gave a call to "Hallmark Hotel". Yes yes we got the ONLY room that was left for booking..PHEW.. Alhamdulillah...It was near the Masjid Kampong Hulu and a walking distance to the Melakas' Historical Place. :) Here are the pictures!!!

~ KAMPONGKU JAUH DI REMBAU ~

Rambutans!!! Not riped yet but by now it should have. That's what my mum said. :)

Karimah enjoying one of the Rambutans..

One BIG DURIAN right at our very own backyard!!! Yummy...

Yup..Very big and the flesh was SUPERB..

Bamboos

This is what my kampung has become. VERY deserted and VERY forested.

2 more DURIANS!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!

Me and my mum enjoying the FREE durians :) Jangan jealous people!!

My uncle, my cousin and my sis (she doesn't eat durians by the way..)

I am actually enjoying the durian hahah but I don't know why my expression is like that.

This house belongs to my late grandmother's elder sister whom we called Wan Alang.

LOOK AT HOW OLD SCHOOL THIS LETTERBOX IS!!!!

This on the other hand belongs to my late grandmother's younger sister. None of us dared to go up. It's a very old kampong and the wood may not be strong enough to hold all of us especially me....SCARY...

Mata kucing

"The Rembau-ans"

~Our trip to Melaka~

Me and Sis

Me enjoying MORE durian..Hehehehhe...I packed it..Hahahah..Can't resist a durian kampong..Rugi seh kalau tak makan..

In our hotel room..

At Jonker Walk

Rumah Merah - Melaka

YUMMY FOOD!!! ( I was having a very bad headache at this point..)

That's ALL people!!! So who wants to join me in my next adventure back to my kampong??? Heheheheh...

Nitez all!!!

2009-07-07T01:34:00.001+08:00

I promise to update SOON...I've already uploaded pics..So I THINK I'll update tomorrow..Okay? :)

Nitez!!!

2009-06-18T15:59:00.002+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY SLEEPY..

I'm in the office now. Called quite a number of companies already... Still no appointment yet..Getting bored!! And the fact that the time is moving so SSLLLLLOWLY just makes it worse. Anyway, will be watching Angels and Demons later with my colleague..Yeah!! Hahahahah..Oh and I need to do alot of S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G.. Yes yes. *Money, please rain on me*.. Heeeee..

Got to get back to my cold callings.. :(

2009-06-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to hate some people.
Really.
Don't know why.
Hmmm..
I need to meet my girls. Don't know who to turn to.

2009-03-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

Okay best, I read M's blog and she did a personality test. I decided to do mine so yeah.. Here it goes!!

Oh by the way, for those who want to try, here's the link :

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (HAHAHAAHAHH!!!! This explains it all!!! Girls, you know, I know..WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA..)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (Yeah annoyingly true)

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (Uh huh)

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. (Yeah...I got it from my mama!! Cause she brought me up that way)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (Yeah..Got that one right..Determination is the key)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (Extremely positively true..)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Here's more!!! :)

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm. (HAhahhaha..That's why Faizul's colleague gave me the nickname "Bubbly"..)

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What do people think? Comments please!! Hehehehe :) If you've done yours, tells me okay? Would LOVE to read it..

Nitez all..

2009-03-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

Ok since I can't sleep I will do this NONSENSICAL but FUN tag!! Hope you guys will do it!! Once you've done this, tag me k? I want to see your answers. :) ENJOY!!

Instructions:
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.IF

The questions are:

SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Always be my baby (M.C)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

So Sick (NEYO)..MAMPOS

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

With you (Chris Brown)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Bedtime (Usher) - MAMPOS!! Baru cakap I can't afford to sleep!!! ARGH!!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Right Thurr (Chingy)??

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Work (Kelly Rowland)..Work ke hape. PEMALAS ade ar..

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Superhuman (Chris Brown and Keri Hilson)..Hehehehhe..Yeah my parents are SUPERHUMAN.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Get Crunk Shorty (Nick Cannon) True!! I WANT TO CLUB!!

WHAT IS 2+2?

When you really love someone (Alicia Keys)..Ermm..I thought it's supposed to be 1+1? Takpe lah 2+2 pon ok. Rezeki jgn di tolak..WAKAKAKAKAKA

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

When you believe (M.C and Whitney Houston)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Whatever you like (Nicole Scherzinger). Wakakakakaka..TRUE!!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Come to me (Nicole Scherzinger)..

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Hotel (Cassidy feat R.Kelly). How to be a HOTEL??

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Bust it Baby (Plies feat. Neyo)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Gimme more (Britney)..BAIK!! I think what this means is give them more better exam results..Ahaks!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Nothing At All (Musiq feat. Santana)...NICE...

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Personal (Craig David)..It's a romantic song...Why not? :)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Last Night (Diddy and Keisha Cole)..This sounds VERY wrong..

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Tambourine (Eve)..Yeah..They are the INSTRUMENTS in my life..:)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Run it (Chris Brown feat Juel Santana)..Let me see if you can run it run it..:)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

If I could go reggaeton remix (Angie Martinez)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Say Goodbye (Chris Brown)... :(

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Last Night (AZ Yet)..What's up with last night sak!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Ayo Technology (50 cent)..

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Moving Mountains (Usher)..Oh dear..

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Me and you (Cassie)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Unfaithful (Rihanna)..Could this be a sign??? hmm..

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Closer (Neyo)..YEah I would get closer...

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Stay in ya lane (Teairra Marie)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Overnight Celebrity (Twista).. Nice Title..Hahahah it is overnight and I'm the CELEBRITY OF THE NIGHT!! WOO HOO!!

Ok people..GO DO IT!!! TAG ME OKAY??!?!?!?!?!?

2009-03-05T00:56:00.003+08:00

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I'm trying to sleep but I can't. Insomnia? No. Just nervous because I haven't finished studying. I realise that in this crucial state, I can't afford to sleep. SLEEPING IS A LUXURY during exam periods (applies ONLY to people who haven't finished their revision ). HAHAHAHA too bad I'm one of them. I know my eyes just wants to shut but my mind won't. Oh dear. But it's ok. I've just got to make sure that I get enough sleep tomorrow night. Marketing paper on Friday and Managerial Accounting paper on Saturday. Yes I know what you people are thinking. "WHAT THE HELL??!?!?! AN EXAM ON A SATURDAY?!?!?!?" Yes IT REALLY SUCKS. * OH ALLAH, PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME *. :)

All the best to ME and EVERYONE else who's having exams now.

Got to get back to my revision *SOBS*

Bye All!!

2009-02-23T22:29:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE COMING!!!

In exactly a weeks time...*Die*

Got to study..

To Haiqel: Thanks for the good luck wish. Appreciate it alot!!

To Wardz: Sorry tak dpt jumpe this wkend. Kene belajar mcm org giler. Hope you understand k babe? Love ya "LEONA LEWIS"..Hehehehehe..

Went hiking at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve with Faizul yesterday..FUN + TIRED but worth it..Might be going to Sungai Buloh Nature Reserve next time round. (SEMANGAT SAK MURSH) Anyone would care to join me ? :)

Anyway, I'm scared for my exams!!! Oh dear..Alot of things to study, alot of things to memorize..Can I make it? Hopefully. Got to stay discipline at least for this week. *MURSH WAKE UP!! * I can't wait to graduate from this school. Can't stand the Admin staff..SO FREAKING RUDE. Oh well, 6 more months to go. If I work hard, I'll be able to leave SOON.

Okay got to go. Good Night!!

*Wish me luck for my EXAMS people!! Thanks!!*

2009-02-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

To my dearest granny...

I MISS YOU. Just can't believe you're gone from all of us. Missed those times when you pinched me, shout at me, joked with me..EVERYTHING. It happened so fast. Really can't believe it. I LOVE YOU. I wish you could be there on my wedding day. But I know that you'll be watching me from up there.

LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU...

2009-02-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

EXTRACTED FROM DAMON KHAN'S (MY ELDEST COUSIN) FACEBOOK...

"For now,
It's been more than 3 days since you left..
Your smell still lingers at home,
Your stuff still around,
nothing's changed,
except for the fact,
that you had just left.

For the past 28 years that I've been with you,
we've had our ups and downs,
our fights and hugs,
and no matter how the conversation on the phone ended,
you'll probably wait up for me till I'm home,
like you'll usually do.

For the times I had with you,
you had been my soul,
my guide and my light,
and while I go out in search,
searching for knowledge and experiences,
at times you were my enemy,
my most hated nemesis,
but then for most times,
you were my love,
loving me unconditionally.

For the fun times we had,
we'll laugh ourselves silly,
or I'll most likely be so merry,
at how you are so round and chubby,
and even then,
be so particular and fussy,
on which bag to match,
and telling me,
"oi! dress properly!"

For whenever I'm hungry,
my favourite dishes you'll cook,
for whenever I'm angry,
"go read your book!"
but whenever I'm sad,
whenever I'm lonely,
you don't do anything or even say even anything,
you'll just wait till it's time to sleep,
to hug me to bed,
and just that, a hug till i sleep.

For how long it will take,
how long it will be,
there is a time and place for every little thing;
Now is the time for me to reflect,
now is the time for me to think,
now is the time for me in sorrows,
now is the time, the hardest time of all.
It pains me alot,
it hurts me too much,
for the past 3 days have not been easy,
not easy at all.
I cried you,
as I'm crying now.
I missed you,
like how much I'm missing you now..
and all this especially when I'm all alone.

For now I can only hope,
that you're in a much better place,
for now I can only pray,
that you'll have a happy stay.
But I also do hope, as I do pray,
you'll look after me,
though you are far far away.

For you I will find courage,
and for you, the strength I will need.
For living on is so very painful,
as you're no longer within me.
But for you I just have to,
and for you, there's no other choice.
I will try make me better,
will try make me stronger.
because I know you'll probably wish me that,
and will probably shout and scold me,
just simply for me to realise that...

For now let me mourn you,
let sadness engulfs me,
for it really is the darkest period,
from the moment you left...

I'm missing you,
missing you dearly..."

A tribute to my dearest granny. Will update more next time.. :(

2009-01-21T22:15:00.003+08:00

HARLO!!

OBAMA is now the president of United States of America. Congrats Mr President :) Anyway, I wish you all the best in shaping the world into a better place to live in. With the SHIT Bush left you, there are alot of things you'll have to work on but I'm sure you can do. Everyone is counting on you. Things might not turn good in a split second but it'll get better in time. PROMISE OKAY?? :D

* WHEN CAN I BE THE PRESIDENT? Hehehehehhe.. *

I know this is very random but : I LOVE MONEY (who doesn't?). ~ GIVE ME MONEY.~

Hahahha..

Crazy Mursh. Money means so much to me, you and everyone in this god damn world. I am being rather selfish towards myself for now. I've asked my mum to cut down on my school allowance. So good of me right? Hahahha.. Even though I don't really feel the pinch of the recession. But I feel that it should start from NOW!! SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY!!! I have savings of course but I WANT MORE!! GREEDY SEH MURSH. My mum once said that I'm money-minded. Hahaha..She said I follow the Chinese mentally. I DON'T CARE.. Wo yao chien ( I don't know the han yu pin yin..hehehe..as long as you guys understand, good enough). It's not good though. I heard that it can hurt your Iman because you focus so much on achieving something in life that it can make you forget about the true meaning of life and GOD (Nauzubillah min zaliq..JAUHKAN..)

Well I guess I have to be concious on what I do..

Good night my dear friends. I LOVE YOU.. Muacks!!

Bye!!

2009-01-01T10:43:00.003+08:00

SORRY FOR MIA-ing!!

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE and a HAPPY BELATED 2009 and a BELATED MAAL HIJRAH.

With these 2 new years, all I hope for is that things will turn out right in every way. Yeah, I'll be graduating this year and my plans to continue my studies will just have to be put aside. I think I want to start working. Earn my own living and pay for my own studies. I guess I have created so much trouble for my parents. Maybe it bothers them too. I don't know. I'm just sick and tired of having to feel like I'm useless, stupid and ugly. It's time that I prove to them I can make a difference. My love for my family has faded somehow. Times have changed and growing up has been very painful. But it's a lesson learnt for me to not apply it to my children. First of all, I don't want them to suffer the same fate as me and I don't want to be hated by my own children. I mean what is the meaning of family if your own children hates you. I don't know what are my feelings towards my parents. I'm just numb and emotionless. It's like I'm not human any more. Do you think it's part and parcel of growing up? Whereby arguing with your parents is a norm? I don't know. It's like I'm the victim of my own family. I'm always taking the blame for everything that turns out wrong. Home is no longer heaven and it's burning me so bad. I've been punished for other people's mistake.

Anyway, LOVE life has to continue too. I feel bad for what I've done SERIOUSLY. How I wish I could turn back the hands of time. But everyone knows you can't do that. Now I've got to move forward and be happy the way I should be. I'm going to make sure that I make the right decisions this time and work towards whatever goals i have set for myself. I had enough of waiting and doing nothing. It's time for me to make a difference.

"I'm sorry. I know you're going to hate me but afterall, it is my fault and I'm going to take the entire blame for it. I hope that you are able to move on too. You're a lovely guy and I'm sure there are better girls out there for you. Don't look for love. It'll come to you naturally."

Okay people. Take care and be good. :)

2008-12-30T00:33:00.002+08:00

Am I HAPPY?.....

Or maybe I'm trying so hard to stay/be happy. Whatever that has happened throughout these past few months/weeks was HELL. I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I need a doctor. It's like one minute I'm all happy and laughing and the next minute there are a thousand and one things that's polluting my mind. The feeling is sooo NOT ME. Maybe I've been living in my own fantasy for so long and when reality strikes, it got me all stoned. Maybe I regretted my past. Maybe I'm scared of my future. Or maybe I'm..I DON'T KNOW.. Haiz. I wish I can wish for so many things and that it would come true. But I know I can't. I'm human and I make mistakes. ALOT of mistakes. That's why I want to prevent it from happening again and again. My life was all a lie that I couldn't run away from. The more I ran, the more I got tired and that's when it turned bad. Well, I guess what I expected wasn't what I got. All I got was a disappointment and I hated it. DAMN.

I JUST WANT TO CRY.

2008-12-23T22:22:00.004+08:00

Hey..

I decided to post this song. Just love how it sounds and the meaning of it. ENJOY!!

EGO - Beyonce

Hey baby,
How you doing?
You know,
I'm gonna cut right
To the chase
Some women were made
But me, myself
I like to think
I was created
For a special purpose
You know,
What's more
Special than you,
You feel me?

It's on,
Baby lets get lost
You don't need
To call into work,
Cuz you're the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky that's a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
I'd rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didn't know was inside,
No need for me to lie

It's too big,
It's too wide,
It's too strong,
It wont fit,
It's too much,
It's too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
It's too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually I'm humble
Right now I don't choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide when you find
On what I'm working with
Damn I know,
I'm killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it's my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit
It's too much
It's too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
It's too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I can back it up
I can back it up
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit
It's too much
It's too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
It's too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Ego so big
You must admit
I got every reason
To feel like I'm that bitch
Ego so strong,
If you aint know
I don't need no beat,
I can sing it with piano

Yes I know, BEYONCE, BEYONCE, BEYONCE (STOP IT EH MURSH!!).. :) As much as I hate then mens' ego, I kind of love it A LITTLE ONLY!!! Hahah..well yeah guys have an ego the size of the universe and it's difficult to shrink the size of it. Haha. We girls DO have our own EGO..As a matter of fact, I DO ENJOY SHOWING OFF MY EGO..Especially to THE GUYS. :P

That's all people!!

GOOD NIGHT!!!

2008-12-22T21:34:00.003+08:00

*SORRY* for MIA-ing

GOOD NEWS!!! I passed my exams!! Yahoo!!! Semester 3 HERE I COME!!!! Congrats to me and M!!! AND..I SO DESERVE A REWARD from my MUM... Hahaha..Okay anyway, I miss miss miss miss missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss my GIRL FRIENDSSSSSSSSS!!!! I want to GO OUT WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haiz.. I have trouble going out.. Because of a MONSTER at home.. OH DEAR... :p ...

YESTERDAY was fun!! My cousin's and I were all gathered on the wedding day of our 2nd cousin (Sounds complicated).. We met UNCLE Z..FUNNY FUNNY GUY..Long story..Best told face to face.. It was so KECOH..ESPECIALLY when all the MAK CIK KPO's come together and GOSSIP-GOSSIP about SO many things... Their kampong days and all..BLA BLA BLA... :)

BY THE WAY...

NEW YEAR'S coming!!!! My new year resolution is to NOT have a NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. Hahahahha...No new year resolution means I have nothing to worry about...* I HOPE * Hahahah..But to everyone out there, have fun okay?

Okay that's all for now..I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! Another 9 more months and I'll graduate (Insyaallah)..

bye!!

2008-12-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

To my dearest HAIQEL BIN HAMDAN

Today will be the day you leave for NS

I'm going to miss you..

Even though . . . . (Let it stay this way)

Anyway, I can't wait to see you in 2 weeks time.

Thanks for the CRAZY memories boy :)

:) *Stay BACIN always* :)

2008-12-07T21:22:00.004+08:00

I don't know what is wrong with you. CRAZY. I'm serious, I don't see a reason why we even had that argument in the first place. It's just a small matter and you made it big. NONSENSE. I wanted to stop and you carried on, adding fuel to the fire. Thanks! So now i'm the rude, insolent child. What about you? Why create such a mess? It was partially my fault but I must say YOU are the cause of it and you are also at fault. Just because I'm you child DOES NOT mean you can step over my head and order me around. HELLO!! Like you said " I've been observing and you're getting worse each and everyday". What exactly did I do?

Oh by the way, your excuse is always GRANDMA. Why use her as an excuse? I know she is sick but even if she's sick, our lives still has to go on. GET IT?! Can you please open your EYES and see that the problem lies in you! Yes it's definitely you. I've been emotionally scarred throughout these years and you've never noticed. Everytime you're angry with me, you'll say "If you're not happy staying here, you can leave". Well I can leave. But does leaving ever solve the problem? I'm sure it's a NO.

SO...

STOP BEING CHILDISH FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

*So sick and tired of your nonsense*

2008-12-07T10:59:00.002+08:00

Alot of things happened for this past few weeks. But first, let me describe to you how my exam papers went.

Business Communications

It was okay, but the questions that came out for this paper were so UNEXPECTED. What's important is I've tried my best. :) Yup yup. Hopefully I'll pass or maybe get an "A"!!! Insyaallah. :)

Financial Accounting

ARGH!!! I can't believe I sat for this paper. It was okay, I mean I say it's okay because I finished the paper. Hahaha. I don't know if I did it correctly. I'm hoping for the BEST!! Yippee!!

Business Statistics

I want to CRY!! This paper!! Oh no!! I don't know how I'm going to fair for this paper. :( I'm scared! Oh well.

I'm just glad it's OVER!! YAHOO!!

2008-11-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!

SORRY. I know I haven't been updating. Well exams are coming. That's why.

Anyway, I'm pissed with SOME people.

Forget it.

That's it for now.

Bye!!

(I know it's boring. But this update is to notify that I'm still alive. Hehe)

:)

2008-11-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hey all

I've been very busy with projects and all and to Syah (If you're reading this), what happen to your blog????? I got a shock when the page showed that you've deleted you blog.. *SOBS*...anyway, I miss people!! LOTS AND LOTS OF PEOPLE!!! Hur Hur

I swear I don't know what else to include in this blog. Feel like there's nothing interesting in my life so far. Once something interesting has happened, I'll update k? HEHEHEHE!!!

Nitez people!!

2008-10-03T21:15:00.006+08:00

SORRY SORRY SORRY!! For MISSING IN ACTION..

Anyway...

HELLU!!!

Hari Raya celebration was good. I cried while asking for forgiveness. *IT'S A SAD SAD SITUATION*. It's easy to ask for forgiveness but changing and trying not to repeat the same mistakes is VERY difficult. Like, it takes a second for someone to turn bad but it takes forever to be good. Get what I mean?? Oh well.

Here are the pics (I DIDN'T TAKE PICS AT GRANNY'S PLACE..HAIYER!!)

Actually there are more pics..Got to wait..

There are a lot of things that's happening right now. It's crazy.

My Granny..Haiz..Hope, she'll be fine. I want her to be present on my wedding day. Okay nenek? Orang tau orang banyak buat salah pat nenek. Tapi ape pun Nenek tetap Nenek orang. Sayang Nenek..

Till next CENTURY!!!

Heheheh..

Bye!!

2008-10-01T01:47:00.002+08:00

Just wanna wish all my Muslim friends:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

I would like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from everyone whom I have offended be it verbally, mentally or physically. And do halalkan my makan and minum alright? May you all have a pleasant Hari Raya celebration with your loved ones. Amin.

Well, actually, I'm not in the mood to celebrate and I don't know why. Maybe because this year, I didn't go for terawih prayers AT ALL. So the feeling is different. Haiz. I can't wait for school though. Weird huh? Hehe. Oh well, hope tomorrow everything will turn out nicely. Must ask for forgiveness. Kinda not willing. Hehe. I DON'T KNOW WHY! But I have to. I think I've done a lot of bad things and it's the best time to ask for forgiveness.

Good night people.

*I'm still searching for the true meaning of Ramadhan. When will it happen?*

2008-09-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I've updated. Sorry. Was damn lazy. Haha =) Well people Hari Raya's coming and I'm not really looking forward to it. BUT!!! I'm looking forward to school!! Yeah!! Hahhahaha..So excited!! I can't stand staying at home and my mum can't stand seeing me at home. Hehehe. So yah. It's the only way I can get away from home. YIPPEE!!

I watched Akeelah and the Bee the other time. It's such a good movie. 2 thumbs up from me. I've learned a lot from watching that movie and here's a quote (by Marianne Williamson which was used in the movie) to take to heart :

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?'
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the
same

It basically means, we shouldn't be afraid of what we cannot do. We should learn from it and overcome the fear so as to succeed. The important thing is to not be afraid of ourselves. Afterall, we are in control of our mind, body and soul and being in control means you have the ability to think for yourself and determine what's wrong and what's right. Therefore, we will be able to achieve what we want if we just believe in ourselves.

Love the movie. Whenever I feel like giving up, I'll remember this movie and constantly remind myself that I CAN DO IT.

P/S: Spelling Bee is CRAZY!! Kids in America are memorising each and every word they see in the dictionary and oh my, I don't even know such words exists!!! Well, now I know :)

Ok people adious!!

Nitez!!

2008-09-18T17:26:00.002+08:00

YIPPEE!!! I PASSED!!!!

I think they moderated the marks. Which is GOOD!!! ALHAMDULILLAH. I've got a C+ (65-69) for English and Managing People and Organizations, and a B (70-74) for Business Mathematics. Since I've worked hard, I'm going to work harder next semester onwards. I can do it. Definitely. I'm happy for M too!! Coz she passed! Haha..Now we can stop getting so stressed up over nothing.

I thought I'll fail all. Coz for English, my brain died on me while I was doing the paper. For MPO and Maths, I couldn't remember some stuffs. But hey, my hard work paid of though I didnt get an A but I'm definitely motivated to work harder the next semester onwards. :D

Now I can celebrate Hari Raya without any guilt or what-so-ever!!! Yay!! Oh ya. I've got to go to Borders. Need to go buy a book that I saw on Oprah.

Ok that's it. CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!!!

Heheheh

SELAMAT BERBUKA!!

2008-09-17T21:00:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will be the moment of TRUTH. Yes. MY EXAM RESULTS. It's postponed to a later time. Supposed to be at 12.30pm but changed to 5.00pm. Oh dear. Scary wary. I want to CRY!!

Wish me luck people.

Thanks!!

2008-09-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

I've finished one book today. Haha actualy I kinda dragged it. I started last week and after reading 3/4 of the book within a day, I stopped and continued today and yeah I finished reading it. Dont know what book to read next. Hmm. Anyway, I ate LASAGNE just now. Yummy *ALHAMDULILLAH*. Of course it's delicious. It was made by ME. I made it from scratch. Did the sauce and layering. Hahaha. Now I'm thinking of baking cookies for Hari Raya. Was watching Martha Stewart just now morning after sahur and she was baking cookies. Kinda struck me to do that.

OH DEAR!!! This Thursday will be the day that I'm going to cry my lungs out. Yeah. My results will be revealed on that day. *CRYBARYCRY* I hope I pass at the very least. I mean I've done my best. I've worked harder than ever (SERIOUSLY..I didn't even work this hard for O Levels.) So yeah I'm hoping for the best. But.... If there's no hope then there's no disappointment. How can I not hope for something?? DAMN. It's my exam results for goodness sake. AT LEAST A 'D' will save my life. Please please please.

Bye for now

:D

2008-09-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

Ok here's what I'm going to do during the hols (I know it has been more than a week since my break started but yeah who cares..Hehe)

- Finish reading at least 5 books

- Workout

- Clean my messy room

- Go for terawih ( I want to but i'm LAZY!! ARGH!! )

- Get a new handphone

Yup yup, that's what I'll do insyaallah. I want to lose weight and I've constantly tell myself to go for a jog but it's either I fall asleep or I'm watching a movie or doing something on the internet. Damn it Mursh! STOP BEING LAZY WILL YOU?!?!?!?!?!? Oh and I want to do something with my hair but I don't know what and plus I'm uber broke so I think that's not important for now.

But anyway, I can't wait to meet my SMELLY STICKMAN by the name of Haiqel next Sat. Going to break fast at Simpang Bedok ( GREAT!!! It'll be my first time going there to break fast. SERIOUS!! ). He was so happy when I said yes to him. Haha. Coz everytime he asks me out, I'll either reject him or I'll be damn busy doing nothing and don't wish to go out with him ( Mean is ONE OF my MANY middle nameS ..So yeah..) But I still love him.. :)

Ok that's it for now.

Goodnight PEOPLE!!

2008-09-13T00:57:00.004+08:00

Sat at home all day long. Did nothing. Wanted to jog but I was plain lazy. Urgh! Hate that feeling. Ok nevermind forget it.

To Yaya: Babe, chill alright? Take a deep breathe in and out. I know you're in a situation whereby you feel like as if every part of you body is going to burst anytime. But hey, it's part and parcel of life. Just take care okay? We'll buka together ONE DAY (Don't know which day) with Fai.

Anyway, I would like to dedicate this song to Yaya. * Read the lyrics babe *

Take care people!!

Bye!!

2008-09-12T00:57:00.011+08:00

HARLU!!!!!

Had fun just now. Went breeks to break fast with my lovely ladies, M and Wardz and also to celebrate M's belated birthday. I'll post the pictures. Let them do the talking.

Belated Birthday Girl

Me and Wardz

SWEET.

SWEETER. (HAHA)

Her present and birthday card (Yaya, if you remember, you made a card similar to this. Hehe. I got the idea from your card. But of course yours is nicer coz there's pictures of me. Wakakakaka)

Cheeky Monkey

A GUESS Watch for her

Her present and her meal ( Half Chicken with Black Pepper Sauce )

Wardz Beef Bolognaise Pasta

My Food!! Yummy!! ( Half Chicken with BBQ Sauce )

Yippee!!

Toilet Picture..Ahakz..

I'm glad that M enjoyed her day and her present too. Wishing her all the best in everything she do and I hope she'll always be blessed with good things in life. Love ya babygirl.

Alrite! That's it!

2008-09-10T11:39:00.005+08:00

I NEED A NEW PHONE !!!!

I've been using this Nokia 6500 classic for only less than a year and it has been giving me problems. Irritating!!!!! It looks nice but oh my I regretted buying it. The phone uses a USB charger and now that my charger is not working properly, it is SO difficult to just grab any Nokia charger to charge the phone. DAMN!!! One thing I love about Nokia is that its older models can be charged using any other Nokia charger of a different model. Very good. So since my family members all use Nokia, then we can use any charger. But now the new Nokia phones uses a different charger. With a smaller pin hole. Okay okay whatever. I just want to get this phone.

This is the E66 phone. A slide phone. If I were to buy this phone, this will be the first slide phone I've ever used. I'm still going through the phone review for this model. I hope it works well. It's not that cheap so IT BETTER WORK. Nokia phones nowadays are not as durable as the older ones. Now they get damaged easily. IRRITATING!!!

Okay read the review. Hmm.. The quality of the camera isn't that good. Just mediocre. But it applies to all the Nokia phone actually. So I think it should be alright. I'm not too bothered by it but I just want a good phone which also looks good and sleek. We'll see how.

2008-09-08T01:50:00.004+08:00

I'm going to bed soon but I'm going to post another entry..Ohh wee!! I need LAUGHING GAS!!! I want to laugh the whole day and I don't know why I want to do that. I just want to do it. Next, I want to cry. Then I want to sit next to boyfie and play 'Scissors,Paper,Stone' , 'Pepsi Cola 1,2,3', talk nonsense. I want! I want! It's crazy! I'm crazy! La la la. Heheh..Pardon me for this MEANINGLESS post. Come to think of it, SOMETIMES life IS meaningless..
JUST AN OPINION.

Take care people!!

"May you be surrounded by positive energy all the time"

2008-09-08T01:30:00.004+08:00

I want to dedicate this song to Haiqel..Hope you like it dear..

I 'WOOF' YOU..Hehehehehe

OVER!!

2008-09-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE!!

I have all the time in the world to blog now. Hehe. BUT, as usual, I'm lazy..Whatever it is, I glad that exams are OVER!! Yes!! So let me start with the first paper :

ENGLISH FOR BUSINESS

Paper was okay. But I don't know why my brain shut down half-way through the paper. It was during the essay writing that I suddenly went to shut down mode. Oh dear.

MANAGING PEOPLE AND ORGANIZATIONS (MPO)

Paper was alright. Only that I forgot some of the points and I am confident enough to say that at least 20 marks from that paper will go down the drain. I gave the wrong answer for that question. *SOBS* The rest of the questions were doable but not too sure if I can score.

BUSINESS MATHEMATICS

First and foremost, I would love to meet the lecturer who set this paper....SO THAT I CAN STRANGLE HIM/HER!!!!! *CRYING DAMN HARD*. Paper was not that tough but still!! Of all the questions that was given to us, he/she had to give integration and not only that, he/she made the paper look very tedious. The previous papers for the previous batches were DAMN easy!! HAIYER..BLA BLA BLA....Whatever it is, for someone like me who was never interested in Maths, I think I did quite okay. IT'S JUST MY OPINION, NOT RELIABLE.

CONCLUSION

As you can see, all the papers were not too bad. But, there were some things that I wasn't able to do. That made me frustrated. Its over right? So no point crying over spilt milk. Won't do me any good, nor will it give me good grades. All I'm hoping for is that I'll just get a 'PASS' and I'll be satisfied. Seriously. Failing any of the modules will cost me a lot. Per module will be $600. My parents will kill me knowing that they'll have to pay that amount all thanks to me for not putting extra effort in my studies.

Wish me luck for my results okay people?? It'll be in 2 weeks time.

Bye!!

2008-08-14T00:41:00.010+08:00

Okay best!!

Went sheesha-ing with Yaya, Tiq, Aisyah, Aduka, Man, Haiqel and Fadly, who came later. I was the first to reach. Waited for Aisyah to finish her class. By that time, Tiq and Aduka had already reached but Aduka was shy so he didn't want to meet us. Instead, they waited for Man and Yaya. Didn't want to waste time so me, Aisyah and Haiqel went straight to Al Majlis.

Okay here comes the interesting part (for most of us who knows Yaya, this will be VERY boring, nothing new) , YAYA REACHED AT 8 PM. Was supposed to meet at 6.30.

Round of applause to her.

TO YAYA: OI!!!! AKU RASA JAM2 YANG KAU ADA SEME NAK KENA RESET TWO HOURS EARLIER SAK!!!!!

Okay peace!!

Anyway, here are the pictures!!

Aisyah and Me (Haiqel covered the flash part)

While waiting for the Princess from Japan

Our FOOD!!

Me and Yaya
AT LAST THE PRINCESS FROM JAPAN IS HERE!!!

Walaupon kau SELALU lambat, aku tetap syg kau (mcm nak lempang pun ade..heheheh *PEACE*)

Aisyah, Me, Yaya & Tiq

It's us again!

Haiqel & Me

Just Slacking

Yaya Sheesha-ing (Sebok je Man)

Me, Aisyah, Yaya and Fadly

Alright. That's it. I'm hoping that our next outing would be to have a picnic.

NO LATECOMERS PLEASE!! A GRACE PERIOD OF 15-30 MINUTES WILL BE GIVEN.

Thanks for your kind understanding.. Hehehhe

Good night!!

2008-08-11T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hey all!!

I bought a new shoe!! All thanks to my dearest Miss Wardz (got to give her the credit for introducing the website to me). Yippee!! I have to show you the pictures!

I love it!! But I don't really like the ribbon at the back. Oh well, we shall see how it goes. Haven't gotten it yet. Still with Wardah. Oh ya and I'll have to say thanks to the designer who did this shoe. You are very talented. May your business bloom!! All the best!!

Okay. Right now I can hear people fighting under the block. Scary!! Very loud!!

Now it's time to study.

Good bye people.

2008-08-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

IT'S SUNDAY

I'm at home slacking. I just want to rest. It's been a while since I've done that. Usually busy with projects and all. I am definitely proud to say that projects are O-V-E-R!! Happy!! Now's the time to concentrate on more important things like my exams. I'm just worried about my Maths. Scary and stress!! Oh by the way, about my dad, he's better now. Alhamdulillah.

I've been snacking one whole day. It's crazy! I'll be fasting tomorrow. Got to pay back what I owe. Damn!! Oh well. I have to do it.

Okay that's it for now.

Got to go.

Bubbye!!

2008-08-02T10:38:00.002+08:00

Dad had his operation yesterday. His op was 7 hours long. He came out of the operation theatre at around 8pm. I reached there several minutes after he went out and was admitted to the ICU. So they removed the swollen part of the liver which contained the pus. After the surgery, the doc said that they found gallstone in his gall bladder. But alhamdulillah everything looks fine for now.

I just hope he'll be alright.

2008-07-31T16:49:00.003+08:00

Hey people

I'm in school right now. Just ended class. Very bored. Have to wait until 5.30 to go and meet someone regarding the car rental. Yippee!!! I'm getting the car tomorrow. A KIA Picanto. I don't care if it's a small car. I just want to drive. It's a weekend package. From Friday - Sunday. Will be returning it on Monday. I LIKE!!!

Dad is still in the hospital. The doctor said that the procedure used was unsuccessful. What they did to my dad was poked a hole through his liver to drain out the pus. So there my dad was complaining that he is a guinea pig to the doctors. I mean why must he be so pessimistic about it? I know he is in pain. Even I felt the pain when I was admitted. My condition was worse. And everything was just out of place. He is lucky. My mum paid attention him. When I was sick, I could only turn to my friends and myself. It seems that my family didn't think I was important. Only when they realised how serious it was, that's when they started worrying. Haiz. He was the one always telling me to be strong and not to be bothered by the pain. What about him? He's not practising what he preaches.

I just hate it when this happens. It's not that I don't love my dad, but both of us have different views about a lot of things. He doesn't understand me and I don't understand him. I tried to understand him but doesn't try to understand me. It hurts. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep thinking why this is happening. I miss happy times with him. Now it's more like "I do my thing, you do yours". He only calls for me if he needs me to do things like massage him, carry this, throw that, bla bla bla. ARGH!! I'm angry and at the same time I'm sad.

What my dad said to me affected me so badly that I wasn't able to concentrate in class. My lecturer said I was awfully quiet today. I think it's partially because my teammates weren't in class and also because of what my dad said.

That's it. I give up.

Got to go now.

Bye.

2008-07-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

Ok today is an unfateful day..My Dad got admitted into the hospital..He has lung infection..No wonder he has been coughing for umpteen days and he's fever is intermittent. Sometimes he has fever, sometimes he's fine.. The nurse took his temperature just now and it was 39.5 degrees..Whoa..HOT!!

Anyway, I was on my way to M's house when my Mum gave me a call and told me that my Dad couldn't stand the pain and that he wanted to go to the hospital..So yeah..Had to rush here and there..Went to pass M the CA paper and my laptop, which I didn't want to bring because it's bulky, and then to Meridien JC to pick my cousin up and lastly to Siglap CC to fetch the car which was used by my guy cousin who was having his soccer match there. From there I drove to SGH. Eventually I didn't know the way and my cousin made me go all the way to NUS and then from there to SGH. It's VERY far...

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I could tell where he is. He was coughing so badly and in an instant I could identify it was him. Well, I'm his daughter anyway. :) It took him about 2- 3 hours before he was warded..VERY long..The man was in pain..But I'm sure he'll be alright..He's my Dad and he's a strong man..Though sometimes I curse and swear behind his back, I still love him (Ironic, I know)..Afterall he's my Dad..

To my Dad: I hope you're going to be alright..I love you no matter what..Just try not to be irritating next time okay? Hehe :D

To M: Sorry to have rushed you and caused trouble. Thanks anyway babe..

Good night everyone..

2008-07-15T23:32:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY

Morning I went for brazilian waxing..SEXY!! HAhaha..So smooth!!! Hehehe..It was undeniably painful but I was shocked by the stripping of the wax..OUCH..But I love the outcome..Hehehe n of course I cant take a picture of it and blog it rite? SO OBSCENE!!! Hehehe....

Wee!!! Went to Pat's bdae celebration at some hotel at Balmoral..Met Fai and Iman there..Iman is a good looking guy...Lucky Fai... :)

As usual we talked nonsense..Me + Fai = BISING NAK MAMPOS...So yeah..Gerek or wat? Hahaha...Good thing that Iman was a nice guy to talk to..Thank god..Or else it would have felt weird..

K k..

Here comes the interesting part...

PARTY!!!

Yes..Its been months since I've clubbed and all..So went to MOS wit my HOT babes..Packed as usual..Danced like crazy monkey(as usual)..Hahahha..And I bumped into SO many ppl...

K k..Now its a gd time to post pics..

Mya, Mursh,Mizan (3 M's)

Us again

Mya & Mursh

Amal, Mursh ,Mya & Zana

Mya muka steam..Stop it!! I look damn fresh!!

Lovey Dovey..

Mr Bacin (Kay, my cousin) & Me..

I bumped into my irritating cousin..He is such a freaking LIAR!!! He didn't get back to me when I asked him if he was free to club wit me..And there he was at MOS...STUPID!!! N my frens are HOT!! Especially Mya... Wee wit..Takmo kembang babe...

Things to highlight:

I realised that I can be disciplined. I didn't drink. I just told myself not to.. :) But I smoked though.. Hahah..Coz I wanna bayar balek puase lah dats y..(Mursh setan2 pon maseh ingat tuhan..Amin..*MCM PAHAM*) But seriously I do wanna bayar balek puase.

I dislike troublesome people..Like the girl who got drunk..Though I didnt have to take care of her, my fren had to and it wasn't easy to find her coz she roamed to I-Don't-Know-Where..If she was my fren, I would hav slapped her there and then and I'll tell her that if she can't drink, then don't..U're gonna spoil everyone's mood..

Ok best thats it for now..

Nitez ppl!!

2008-07-11T03:31:00.003+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated to them.

B) Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I'll play the same game..Let's see who'll win. :p

2) If you can have a wish to happen now, what would it be?

I wish that friends won't come and go. Example: They'll only look for you when they're in trouble but when they're having fun, they'll totally forget about you.

3) If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

Bikini Bottom. Fun place to be when you're depressed! :)

4) Are you confused/worried as to what lies ahead of you?

Yes. It's scary thinking about my future. Actually, even the present moment is scary.

5) What's your ideal lover like?

A guy who can say all these things to me:

One, because I'm grown and I'm sexy
Two, because I know much more
Three, you know I got whatcha missin'
(Unless you give me credit for my number four)
Five, cause I don't need your money
Six, I got a real good job
Seven, I got cash
Eight, I got a crib
(Even got a diamond if you're down for it)
Nine, is cause I know you better than you know yourself
Ten, is cause I'm grown and sexy (like nobody else)

Hehe..

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved by someone.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

I'll wait until he shows me the signs of him not wanting me. So I'll buzz off. I won't forget him though.

8) If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?

Wish him all the best with his girl. I can't do much can I?

9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Not really.

10) What do you want most in life?

To achieve my goals.

11) What would you want most now?

I want to sleep but I can't. ARGH!! I've got to reach school early tomorrow to do a project and I'm still not asleep.

12) How do you see yourself in ten years time?

A successful career woman, wife and mother of 3 or 4.. :) *Baby, you've got to work harder*

13) Who is the current most important person to you?

My Mum. Eventhough she drives me nuts and bolts. But without her I won't be as lucky as I am right now.

14) Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Either way, I'll still be happy.. :)

15) If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?

WHITE TIGER....Fierce huh? Hehehhe

16) What is your dream wedding?

*It's a secret* :p

17) Do you like performing on stage?

YES!!!! I'm auditioning for an upcoming school play. Wish me luck!!!
- I might not be a good actress but there's no harm trying right? -

18) What do you define as a bad day?

When everything just doesn't seem right.

19) What kind of person do yout think you are?

Overall I am friendly. I think. (",)

20) Five people to do this

* Syah
* NurBonch
* Sahrinah
* Nuurun
* Haiqel

2008-07-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

My Sunday Night/Monday Morning was ruined!!!

I kept on vomiting for no apparent reason. I seriously dunno y..And I missed my check up at the hospital coz I didn't have the energy to do so and the probability of me vomiting any where, any time is very high. So yeah..Im not risking it..Wasted my whole Monday resting..I was supposed to study..N I NEED TO STUDY!!! Seems like the Maths period I had just now was confusing and I didn't understand a single bit..Tried doing the sums at hm..N I managed to understand a lil bit here and there..

Thank god for that..AMIN..

N also thank god for my recovery..But Im currently suffering from diarrhoea..Hahahah!! It got better though..After drinking my over-steeped tea which is of course very yucky..But it works..:) AMIN once again.

I just hope that I'll pull through for Maths..It's definitely not my cup of tea..But I'm willing to do more so that I can do well..I really need to do well for everything..I mean the last thing on my mind is to screw up and disappoint my parents...Which I have done previously..Hate it whenever this happens..Thanks to my laziness of course...

K ppl..Gotta go..Going to play my typeracer game..Yahoo!! Thanks to Wawa for introducing this game to me..Couldn't get enough of it...It's a game for those who wants to challenge themselves to see how gd their typing skills are...here's the website u can go to: http://play.typeracer.com/

ENJOY!!!

Bye!!

2008-07-06T11:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!!

It's a Sunday! Yahoo! Today is the only day I can rest but I don't know why I agreed to join my cousin for dance rehearsals at NUS. There'll be a performance on the 19th of July. So yeah. It's been a long time since I've danced on stage. I wonder if I still have the skills and the confidence to do it. It's worth a try.

Anyway, back to school.

Had English for Business lessons on Friday and Saturday. The lecturer was fun! Since English for Business is dry and boring, it is a relief to get a lecturer like that. At least I will not fall asleep during lecture.

What ever it is, I need to start planning my study time. I don't want to procrastinate any further and pile up my work. I'll have to endure this 1 year 3 months. Bla bla bla.

Okay people.

Got to go.

Bye all.. :)

Hey2..

2008-07-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

HARLO PPL!!!

Ok best...Yesterday was the first day of sch..Was great..The only problem was when my menstrual cramp started driving me nuts and bolts. OMG..I couldn't pay attention in class..It was so painful!!! Oh ya first lesson was MATHS..I noe..Its my worst subject ever..hahahha...But its ok..Kinda ot hold of it and moreover M was there to help..Woo hoo!!! :)

My classmates are alrite..Dunno everyone but I got to noe some..Nice ones indeed..Ohh wee!! Hopefully no conflicts..Hahahha I hate it wun that happens..

Im schooling from Mon-Sat..2-5pm..Short hrs but classes on Sat is just SO extremely redundant ok!! It shud hav just been squeezed in to a wkday. Nvm its ok..I still do have time for short dates...He he he.. :p

I dunno wat else to say..Seriously..Hahahha..But im just scared I cant keep it..Im gonna try though...K ppl..Thats it..

Gimme ideas on what to type and then i'll blog abt it..Hehehehe..

Nitez all!!

Muacks

2008-06-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey all...

Went to IT fair the other time wit M...Thanks M for accompanying me...Very last min..hehehe.But thanks M!!!! It was worth it huh? Hehehe..

\K k...Went around...Looked at the VAIO..Was so tempted to buy it..But we went to survey the others..Looking out for the best deals..So yeah...Then we went to Acer..Woo hoo!!! Gd deal and best of all, lots of freebies...So yeah..Decided to get dat..All thanks to M..Coz she was a great help..I dunno anything abt lappies or wat so ever..Hahahhaah..But I do love gadgets..Wat an IRONY..I noe..Hahahaha..So yeah..Bought an Acer Aspire 4920 for $1497 with extended warranty and many2 other free stuffs..

I saw that small lappy from Asus..Shud have bought it for my sis..My mum was nagging at me..N kept asking y i didnt buy it..Its ok..I mean my sis shud wait....She's only 5 yrs old..She's ditching her toys for a lappy..OMG...I was still playing wit barbie dolls and masak-masak...:)..Those were the days. Will definitely buy her dat lappy..But on the next IT fair..Wait ok Karimah...?

The place was packed like sardines!!! Long queues and all...but hey, i managed to leave wit as a satisfied customer..Though some things could hav been properly arranged...but yeah im happy..Bought a lappie and an MP3..Weeee!!!! Even M bought a new lappy..She didnt noe it was the last day of the IT fair..So she came unprepared..But she paid a deposit of $100 bucks..

Meet Haiqel after dat..Went to chill at starbucks suntec..Tired!! Hahahaha..Then we chilled till 11pm and then we left for Home Sweet Home... :)

Take care ppl!!! I'll blog again 2nyt I hope..Coz im so free!!! HAhahaha..No longer working ok!!! Coz next wk I'll be starting sch..Weee!!!!

bye all!!

2008-06-15T13:54:00.002+08:00

New TAG!!!

Tagged by Syah

At which age do you want to get married?
28. Insyaallah.

Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Friends (My BF is included in this list..)

Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
The people who have been through thick and thin with me and those who knows my ins and outs.

Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends.

What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
I will tell him/her off.. Its cruel to do that you know?!?!?!?

Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yup...Life has to go on right?

What is your goal for this year?
To be focus and achieve success.

Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes..

Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
I dunno..Ask Haiqel..

What feeling do you love most?
Satisfaction.

If one day your bestfriend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
Listen to both parties and decide..(Hope this will nvr happen)

List out 5 of your bestfriends.
Yaya, Fai, Amal, Mardiyah and Wardah..(Yup2..My partners in crime)

Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yup. We may have our ups and downs, but whatever it is, we will still respect and love each other.

Though that doesnt mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say i love you.How you feel about this?
Quoted from Syah's blog "If you love him, then let him go,if that makes him happy.And if he's for you, he'll come back to you." Yup2...But that guy didnt come back..It's ok though coz I'm happy wit mine now..

Do you cheat a lot on people?
U mean the CHEAT-PEOPLES-FEELINGS game is it? Hahahahhaha...Yeah...Done it umpteen times..Rite girlfriends??

If your boyfriend were to two-time you,what would you do?
Hahahahahha...I'll do many things..

If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Secondary sch days..So dat I can stop myself from making those stupid mistakes. DAMN.

Have you felt the true meaning of love?
Mayb...Hmmm

Have you ever think that you've made the wrong decision and you're in a dilemma after that? Yeah..Sometimes..

* What makes you CRAZY IN LOVE with your partner?
A lot of things!! ..But well, he roughly noes how to tame a shrew..Heheheh...(I LOVE that Shakespeare play)

* Remove one question from the above and add in a personal question.

Make a total of 20 questions and tag 7 people.

List them out at the end of the post.

Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.

1) Yaya

2) Fai

3) Nuurun

4) Nurbonch

5) Haiqel

6) Sahrynah

7) I-Sha

K if you guys are lazy, just tag me and tell me k? heheheh...Coz sometimes Im lazy to do all this things too..But wth..heheheh...

Thats it for now..

Will be going to the IT fair later..

Bye!!

Tagged

2008-06-11T11:00:00.000+08:00

Was tagged by Yaya a very long time ago on this one..So..Here it goes..

1. Do you wish to get married?
Uh huh

2. What do you want the most now?
A lot of things...Mostly for sch...*excited*

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Ppl who really noe me very extremely well...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Most of the time yes...

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Errmm..a lot..but for now, i'll stick to being successful in life.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Sometimes..

7. What you hate about yourself?
I wun really call it hate..its more of a weakness..it'll be my bad temper..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I guess so..

9. What will you do if your HE/SHE hugged you?
I'll cuddle even more...I wanna be his cat..Meow!! HEhehehe( He LURVES cats..)

10. Who do u wish to see now?
Hmm...Im missing my frens lah rite now...Need to meet them A.S.A.P...

11. How would you describe love?
Love is Me + Him = Crazy!!! (",)

12. What feeling do you hate most?
I hate being angry..Seriously I do..When u look from outside, yeah Im always screaming here n there but deep inside, I hate it..Really...Coz I just wanna smile and b happy...

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
Yeah...The close ones..

14. Do you treasure your family?
What if I say no? hahahah...Yeah I do..Though sometimes they make my blood boil til I feel like bursting..Tit for tat..I do the same too..Heheheh..

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
My Family..

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
It was all in the past..Dun wanna think of it..

17. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS QUIZ?
Bcoz I was tagged and coz Im bored..This is theone of the best ways to kill time..

18. Are you happy now?
I guess so..Cant wait for sch!! and plus, as u all noe, I've passed my TP..Woo hoo!

19. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?

The worst point of my life was when I was diagnosed wit brain tumour..So yeah..The ppl who were really there for me were:

- My Family (includes granny, aunts, uncles n cousins)
- Amal
- Fai
- Yaya
- Haiqel

They were there almost every day to entertain me in every way..Just so dat I can forget the pain and stay positive at times like that..LOVE THEM..

20. WHO YOU LIKE/LOVE?
Myself!! Hehehehe...

21. TAGGED:
- Syah
- Nuurun
- Nurbonch darl
- Kyria
- Aisyah K

Ok that's it for now..Syah..I'll do urs next time k dear? Dun b angry...Heheheh..
Nitez all

SHUT UP AND DRIVE

2008-06-02T19:51:00.003+08:00

FIRST OF ALL...

Alhamdulillah

YIPPEEE!!!!! I PASSED MY TP WIT 8 DEMERIT POINTS!!!!! WOOOOHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!

Even so, I think it was more of 60% luck and 40% skills...Seriously..

First, I chose the rite timing for TP (11.45am) coz at that time, lesser cars are in the sch compound bcoz the instructors are on lunch break..
Second, I got one of the easiest test routes (Test route no. 8)..
And third, my instructor was not a mean old man, though he was impatient..

But watever it is, Im glad its over and done with...YAHOO!!!! Dun have to waste more money...Yeah!! Now can concentrate on other things n best of all...IM FREE !!! coz no more pracs...YEAH!!!!!

Ok ok..Bla bla bla...I passed...BUT!! I DUNNO HOW TO PARK A CAR IN A PARKING LOT!!!!! Hahahahah..HOW???? This is actually normal..thats wat ppl say..Coz wen u r in the circuit, u park with the help of poles (hmm..mayb i shud buy poles????)..But since there's no poles anywhere in a normal carpark, u'll have to practise doing it outside..With the help of someone who can drive of course..That'll b wat Im going to do next...

I dun mind waiting for my parents to get a car..But the important thing is dat I need to drive using my aunts car so dat i wun lose touch...(",)

For those who prayed for n wished me , thanks so much!! Ur prayers were answered n may god bless u always...

K thats it for now..

Nitez all!!

Prac

2008-05-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!!

Ok just came back from prac...Did my final assessment checklist thingy...Here are the stupid mistakes I made...

1) Strike pole while parking (4 pts)...I noe...How mangkok can i get?!?!?!?

2) Turn steering whilst vehicle is stationary..(2 pts)..Yeah..Times 100 mangkok

3) Require additional additional reverse movement while doing Directional Change...(2 pts)..Still forgivable..At least didnt strike curb..

4) Incorrect technique while doing E break..(2 pts)..I was day dreaming..Seriously..Hahahahha...I was caught off guard for not focusing!!!! Boo Hoo

5) Fail to use appropriate gear TWICE!!! (2 pts each)..(Total: 4 pts)...

6) Fail to check mirror before moving off..(2 pts)..My fault

7) Fail to check mirror before slowing down TWICE...if u do it once, no pts will b added..But if u do it twice, yup (2pts)..Again not focus

8) Fail to signal in gd time..No pts added for the first time...(MURSH!! WAT R U DOING?!?!?!?!.)

Ok ppl...Do ur math..(2x5)+(2x4)=?

FREAKING 18 POINTS...I noe I still pass but...its different..This is just practise..Not so much pressure..Imagine if its on the day itself..OH NO!!! It'll b worse!! So pressurized!! Its ok for now..Coz I still have 6 more pracs to go...So I must try n get lower pts...Good luck to me!!

K everyone..That's all!!

Muacks!!

Nitez!!

B.L.E.S.S.E.D

2008-05-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!

Wanna share this very very gd news wit everyone!! I got accepted into SIM!! Yippee!!! heheheheh!!! Im so happy!! Yup2..Everthings falling into place..Hopefully aft this, I'll get even better news!! which is to pass my TP!!! hahhahah...excited seh!!

I seriously cant wait for sch!!! Though Im kinda scared too lah...EXAMS!!!! oh no!!! Phobia seh!!! hhahahahah...I need to lose a lot of weight!! So that I can shop for new clothes for sch!! Hehehe...Oh my need to buy a new bag n a new shoe seh!!! Hmm..Oh n i need to get a new part-time job but thats another story...Must get use to sch first...I so need to do well this!! Im gonna study hard (insyaallah)..Afterall, my parents r spending a lot of money on my education..So ya..doing well is the least i can do to make them happy n to make them not regret on letting me enter SIM..HAppy!!!

Heheheh...Niwaes went out wit Haiqel yesterday...(",)...He had some audition for a gig at Outram..Went wit him to his jamming session first..But i missed out on the audition...Coz i went hm earlier...I wish him all the best!! Hope to hear gd news!!!

I M SO HAPPY!!!

Bye ppl!!

SoRry!!

2008-05-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!

Niwaes sorry for not updating for quite sometime..Very very busy..

Here's my schedule:

Monday - Free

Tuesday - Car Prac (6.50pm - 8.30pm)

Wednesday - Aerobics Dance Class (7.00pm - 8.00pm)

Thursday - Car Prac (8.40pm - 10.20pm)

Friday - Mandarin Class (8.00pm-9.30pm)

Saturday & Sunday - Free

Ya I know, tell me about it..Ppl say I've lost weight but hmm...Not too sure abt it..So yah...I havent been weighing myself...The numbers mite b depressing..(",)..Just to play safe..Heheheh

To my frens (especially Amal..Bet u're pissed off wit me)who have been asking me out and have been turned down by me several times, I m truly sorry...Very bz...TP is coming n I kinda still suck at driving and on top of that, as u can c, im caught up wit classes (Mursh bz kalah bdk2 yg masih skolah..Hahahah)..Hope u all understand ok? Muacks sorry.. :(

This will continue till at least aft my TP in June..That's if i pass...If i fail, my schedule mite b tighter...So yah..

I MISS EVERYONE!!!! *SOBS*

K lah gtg...

Nitez ppl!!

2008-04-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hey all

Sorry didnt update for quite sometime..Got a new job...Hahahah...No time to update...N to my surprise, Danial, Taslim and Shiraz (my sec sch frens) are working at the same place..They r seniors though...Oh my...Reunion or wat?!!?! Ok..Been pretty tired lately..Been sleeping early, been waking up early, been reaching hm early...Yeah...Its falling into place...Great!! Im hoping for more n more gd news! All thanks to the ALMIGHTY..Syukur Alhamdulillah...Pretty contented..But hey..We're human..Nothing's enuf rite? So yah...Heheheheh...

Oh ya this wk i missed 2 days of jogging!! I feel shitty lah..but I have gd reasons (I guess)..On tuesday went to meet ex colleagues for a movie date...On thursday it was raining..So yah...Hmm SUX big time..Its ok lah..Im happy today I get to jog..(",)..Overall im still fit and fat..Hehehe

Work is fine so far..Though its boring...Data entry n all..But ya I have to go thru it..I need the money..N i cant stand staying at hm any longer..So yah..Kudos to me!!! Woo hoo!!! Hahahaha..

I wanna get a lappy soon!!..I wanna do some mixing of songs n all using a software..Hahahah..I wanna do dat so dat i can "CLUB" in my own room!!! Hahahahahha..I do get bored wit the songs they play in the club.. Sometimes its gets SOOOOOO LAME!! I have no desire to dance and overall, a waste of my kachings!!!..So yah...Let me do this for the sake of myself..Hahahha...

Oh my...2mrw is Sat...Will be meeting Mr H..Dunno where to go..But i sure wanna go somewhere to relax..So sick of the hustle and bustle of life..

P/S: I still wanna go back to sch!! Im hoping SIM will revert wit gd news...*wishing...*

K gtg..

Nitez PEOPLE..

2008-04-17T21:43:00.005+08:00

Yo!!

Met the crazy dude just now..Merepek merepek je tau dier!!!! ARGH!!! Heheheh...Talked nonsense n gave nonsensical jokes..AS USUAL..Nothing new..But I did enjoy his company...Weee!!!! I cooked telor for him (abe bangge?!?!?) ..Wahahahha...WEI DEAR!!! IT WAS A GD JOB FROM ME RITE?!?!?!? Y DUN U GIMME A GD PAT ON THE SHOULDER..HAhahahahah....DO U LOVE ME? "NO"...Heheheeh...I ask u again DO U LOVE ME? "NO"...Hahahah...continue answering me dat way n we'll live happily ever after...

I wanna punch u can? Hahahah...

MUACCCCCKKKKKZZZZZZ to u kentot....Niwaes...go to the 13th floor n jump down k? N u'll get wat u want..Hahahhahha...*joking hunny*

*PEACE*

I'll c u on.....Sat mayb? Hopefully..

2008-04-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Yuppie!!

Had my first aerobics dance class just now..Oh my it was gd at burning my tons n tons of fat...Hahahahha..I was jumping here there n everywhere n hell yeah it was tiring.. Hahahah..

Well...NO PAIN NO GAIN..

Gotta sweat it out to c results...

Im still job hunting..So depressing..Well..Its ok lah..I'll just wait n send more n more resumes..Oh ya n Im branching out on so many things..I mean I do wanna open up a business but I suddenly dunno if cafe is the best...Hehehhe..Im excited u noe..Dats y Im saving money..I really hope Fai n Yaya can do this wit me..But even if I'm not able to open up a cafe, at least I do have dat much of savings to support me in the future...Great dun u think? Incase something goes unplan...Heheheh...Oh ya..Im just so addicted to doin a lot of new things..

Next up....

1) Belly Dancing (Woo Hoo!! Belly dancer!!)
2) Learn how to be a masseuse (Hmmm mayb open up a spa?)
3) Erotic Dancing (This cud come in handy in the future wen Im married to spice things up!!! (",)

Thats it for now I guess..

Hahaha..

Nitez ppl!!

Muack!!

hey2!!

2008-04-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

HARLO!!

K...I'll make it quick..Coz Im tired seh!!!

Just now went jogging wit Wardz...Waahahahha..*NOW U NOE Y IM TIRED*

N!!!! I've managed to lose weight...Not a lot lah but bit by bit...*SMILE*

I've cut down on snacks n carbs *GREAT ACHIEVEMENT*

I've already started on my mandarin class... *COOL OR WAT?!*

I'll b starting on my Aerobics dance class on Weds *YAY!!*

Wat do u guys think? Hmmm...

Ok dats it...

Bye!!

My GIRLY Man...Hehehehe

2008-03-31T23:03:00.004+08:00

To the man I love..

Hey crazy boy..Hehehehe..I dunno how to start..But yeah..Here it goes..

Just wanna let u noe dat u've been a great guy during this 4 yr 3 mths relationship..N im happy dat u r wit me rite now..Everything was crazy...My past was a mess..But u cleared it bit by bit..Sometimes u r so irritating dat I feel like killing u..Chopping u into pieces n feeding it to the sharks (I noe Im very gore...HAhahaha)..The thing is, I only get mad at u on the phone..But wenever i meet u, i just feel like smiling n at the same time giving u a tight slap for making me smile..Heheheh..I noe..Im crazy..I like to mix violence wit love..

But anyway, back to my love story..

Im just so glad dat u can forgive me for my past..Though u can never forget it...I noe I've done a lot of bad things to u..But Im thankful for ur patience..U've taken care of me well..*hugs*..I can never promise u a happily ever after..But yeah..We'll try..There r certain things that I'm not happy with u though..It was upsetting..Sometimes I feel dat u dun appreciate me..U take me for granted..N I hate dat a lot..I just wish we dun have to fight abt all those unnecessary things..I noe sometimes I start it n its my fault..I m sorry abt it..But I cant help it..If I dun correct ur mistakes, who will? I want u to learn..N I noe dat sometimes the reason u scold me is bcoz u love me..Same goes from me to u..

But hey, I love u too alrite?

I love those crazy times wen we laughed like hell..I love it a lot..I feel so happy..Coz the slightest things u do makes me laugh..Its like im crazy u noe...Hehehhe...Sometimes it might not b funny but wen u do it ur way..It turns out to b funny..N I'll make sure u repeat it..Hahahah..

I wanna grow old wit u
I still want u to hold my hand even wen Im 82
I still want u to kiss me even wen Im toothless *hehehehhe*
I still want u to hug me even wen I get saggy..
I still want u to look into my eyes and tell me dat u love me, even wen both of us cant c clearly
I still want u to want me everytime and anytime..

Lets just c wat the future has in store for us..*Im hoping for the best* (",)

Muackz..

Nitez!!

To My FrenZ

2008-03-16T15:42:00.006+08:00

I have the coolest frens on earth!! HAhahaha..coz they r always there...gd times..bad times..ugly times..n the list goes on...heheheh..I love them...Seriously..

Pri Sch Frens

Amal: My life saver..My clubbing kaki..My crazy girl..Thanks a lot for cheering me up always.. :) *HEARTS*

Ifah & Wawa: My childhood frens..Ifah was from kindergarten...I remembered the singing incident thingy n then bukak baju..Bla bla bla..Dat was crazy..Wawa plak the first time I noe u was wen we took the sch bus together..The first time we met, we clicked XTREMELY well..Best!! Oh ya n the thing that happened at Rafe's hs..Hehehehe...Shhh...Oh well, we had stupid misunderstandings lah..I hated it a lot..Im greatful dat things r fine now..BEST!! We shall meet often!! *SMOOCHES*

Sec Sch Frens

M: HOT MAMA!!! HEheheh...she was my madrasah fren a few yrs back..n then she disappeared..n we met in CCSS in Sec 2...She got transfered to dat sch..Hahahah..Thank god for the reunion!! Ooh wee!! oh ya there was a merepek incident in 2005..nonsense!! heheh *HUGS*

Wardz: Wahahaha..Style ar the way we got to noe each other..It was from Wawa my primary sch bestie...On the phone plak tu...Cukop time met in CCSS..This Mak Chick is like whoa..A fren in need is a fren indeed..Eventhough u can b very irritating, but nevertheless, u've helped me alot...I'll treasure dat cute babe!! *HUGS*

ITE Frens

Yaya: My partner in crime...Yeah..We are meant to b together..We love lying don't we? Muahahahhaha!! N I love u a million sia...Eventhough we only noe each other for like 3 yrs +..U've helped me a lot..U're like my blood sis..I thank god for having u in my life..*KISSES*

Fai: Ni lagi satu partner in REAL crime...HAhahah!! Penyanggak!! She's like an elder sis to me..Mangkok siak..Bende2 bodoh akan berlaku wenever she's ard..HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! But hey let the bad moments b something nvr to b remembered again but keep the gd n crazy ones!!..Luv ya Bubu..Hehehehhe!! *PINCHES*

N to my new fren whom i have never ever met..

Syah: Biler nak jumpe? HAhahahaah!!! Ni tak boleh terima..Asik2 tag here n there..Tapi tak pernah jumpe..Ahakz!! *Peace* (Ckp je byk but in fact im shy..Wakakaka) *HIGH 5's*

For those whom I didnt include in here, u guys r never forgotten ok? If I were to type so much, it'll nvr end...

Take care my precious ppl!!

Nitez!!

2008-02-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

TO FAMILY

Mum & Dad & Karimah

Hey parents!!! Im grateful to mum coz u gave birth to me and dad thanks for making it happen *winks*.. Yup2..The painful experience mum had to go thru..I hope it was worth it though..Hehehehe..

It was crazy to c me grow up u noe? I was the only child at that point of time. I was confused coz u guys were too tied up with work, we hardly met.. Especially aft afwah maternal granny passed away, I had to stay wit the paternal granny..N wen I became older, I went hm to emptiness coz usually no one was at hm and wenever u guys got back, I was already aslp..To cut it short, we hardly interact or have family outings 2gether..I wonder, is it because of not getting the attention that I wanted all these while that I become a person who seems kinda lost sometimes? Oh gosh..Nah dun think so..

Having a sister rite now just shows the difference between the way both of us were raised. She gets so much attention. From me, Bibik and both of u. She's a very smart girl. Im proud of her. I dunno y im not like her. Well Im not stupid but im plain lazy so yah dats the explanation for it. But partially I think its the way we were brought up. I dunno..Hmm..Its just an opinion..

You guys sometimes drive me nuts..Im serious...But no matter wat, I do love u ppl..Me and mum have gd communication skills only sometimes she can get a little irritating..But other than that, she rocks my socks!! Relationship wit dad was way better wen I was young (as far as I can remember). I was like daddy's girl u noe!! But all those nonsense n misunderstandings happened wen I became a teenager.. But now we are cool.. So yeah..

It wasnt easy wen I became hospitalised for brain tumour. U guys were damn worried. I couldnt forget the look on mum's face wen I was abt to enter the operation theater. Dad was there throughout the 7 hrs (if im not mistaken) of my operation. That means a lot to me. I swear, I dunno how to repay u both.

As for sister, u r a very2 lucky n talented girl. HAhahha...I c a resemblence in us..Wen i was younger, I love to sing n dance too (I still do love it..Hehehhe).. Dad didnt like it!! He thought that it was a waste of time doing all these things. Hahaahha but well..Its all in the genes huh? I wanna c u grow up to be a successful person. Insyaallah.

Conclusion: I dun need to b rich to b happy. I just need a decent family and dat is wat I have right now.

I love all of you. May Allah bless our family til the end of time.

Amin.

2008-02-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

TO GOD

Dear God..

First and foremost, I would like to thank u for bringing me into this world... Basically u showed me a lot.. Gd things, bad things...Everything..I noe that Im not the worlds greatest person on earth but sometimes I wonder, y do I get so many challenges in life?

In Secondary 4, I had Bell's palsy..
In ITE I had a brain tumour..

Y me? I may not b best person on earth, but im still mild compared to the other havoc ppl on earth...So y is it still me? Sometimes I think that u r being unfair..But now to think of it, I realise y u put me thru all these tests in life..Bcoz u noe dat I m strong and that I can deal with it in a calm manner. Seriously I was saddened.. All these illnesses hit me at the most crucial moment in my life..My exams..Especially ite...If i wasnt hit wit brain tumour, my chances of taking and passing my exam wub b high..Well, I did graduate from school but I dun want it to end there..I wanted to proceed to the next level..But my points werent enuf..Im not blaming u..I still hav faith in u n I thank u for this because it mite b a blessing in disguise..Patience is a virtue and that is wat I have to learn.

Mayb waiting for 1 yr to enter sch is a challenge dat u want me go thru..U want me to b patient and have dat 1 yr to be able to acquire more skills and also rest b4 entering school.

Finally, I do want to b a better person and a better muslim in life. Please do show me the right path.

Amin..

Random

2008-02-20T11:22:00.004+08:00

Hey all

In the next couple of entries, its more of expressing my thought abt certain things.

1) To God
2) To Family
3) To Frens
4) To Man I Love
5) To others

Here r the things that Im gonna write abt.

~ MurSh ~

Another Farewell

2008-02-17T22:38:00.004+08:00

Sat - 16/02/2008

Place: Starbucks @ Siglap

Occasion: Nabilah's Farewell Mini Gathering (Primary sch fren)

Hehehehhe..It was suppppppppppeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr mini. Only the 3 of us out of 6 whom last minute cudn't make it. So it was only me, Nab and Shikin M. But oh well.. I enjoyed it very very the much. So many things to talk abt!! BEST!!! Hahahah..We were talking like 3 bunch of crazy loud primary sch girls...(Hahahah still remembered though times..) Not much of pics lah but just one decent pic we took.

Shikin, Nab , Me...

Nab will be making her way to Adelaide this coming Tuesday. She's gonna pursue her Nursing Degree..Woo hoo..HELLO NURSE..Wakakakka...Congrats to her!! I wish her well in everyway. Shikin will be having her farewell soon too!! In late May or early June..See ya babe!!

K lah dats it..Nitez ppl!!

Random

2008-02-17T21:52:00.005+08:00

I wish have the ability to turn back the hands of time. Haiz...I miss those times wen the 3 of us would meet up frequently to talk n just chill. Now we're very distant. Everyone is just so bz. Everyone changed. Everything seems out of place. I hate dat old incident. It was so stupid! I was angry. Very angry. I'm just very sorry. Wen I'm angry, I say wrong things. Thanks to my awful mouth we weren't close. Haiz. Y? Y does it hav to b this way. I wanted things to go back as per normal but it just wun b. Haiz. I miss u girls. I swear I do. Thinking about the past was sucky. I'm sorry.

Niwaes ppl..Forget abt dat..I hav pics to share..

During CNY - @ Changi Beach

@ work - Kathleen's Bdae

Check out the next entry k ppl!!

Bye2 My Fren

2008-02-13T23:57:00.006+08:00

HaRLu

Went out wit my old madrasah frens...It was a farewell dinner for Ain..She's going over to Perth to continue her degree in Medical Science...Congrats to her..!!HAd dinner @ Breeks..My first time u noe!! I cant take it lah..Syah's blog made me tempted to try..So yup..

Here r the pics!!

Ain- The girl who's gonna fly to perth to pursue her dream of becoming a doctor..(Insya'allah)

Me - Hmmm..The girl who's hoping to enter school...HeHehe

Me again with my Lasagne & Blue Dolphin (The drink looks nice on Syah's post so had to try it..Hehe)

RaFeah & ALiAH

Me & Bear (Parting gift from us to Ain)

ALiah & Me

Ain WiT Her GiFt..

Us

Me & Rafeah

Me & Ain

Us again!!! (I noe..Pic not in sequence...Hahahah dun care lah!!! Hahaahha)

Niwaes, 2mrw having prac again..Twice..Back 2 back...meeting my smelly boy 2mrw..Hehe..

Nitez ppl!!

Sunday 10/02/08

2008-02-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

2MRW IS MONDAY!!!! BOO HOO!!!

Niwaes, went to east coast wit, mum, karimah n bibik just now...Wah lau!! I look super red now.. Heheheh..After enjoying the waves, me n sis n karimah went cycling...(My mum couldnt cycle so dats y she didnt join us..Wakakakka..) Karimah was so irritating sia!! I was cycling faster than her n she was sad coz she wants to lead...Grrrrrrr!!! Hahahha..Oh well..I did let her go in front lah wen she started crying..Hahahah..

Went to SWENSENS!!

Ohh wee!! Had grilled fish wit sambal..Superb!! I love it!! Heheheh n as usual!! Earthquake..Yummy!!! OMG...Sinful delights..Heheheh..

Dats it for 2day..I wanna go to borders 2mrw..Wanna buy a book...

N 2mrw is my colleague, Kathleen's bdae!!! N dat means, we're gonna have cheese cake!!! Yeah!! Hahahah...(Mcm mane lah Mursh tak cute...Wakakakkakak!!!)

Take care ppl!!!

(",) Mursh

Maid Abused Baby..

2008-02-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

OMG!! Watched the news just now..A maid abused a baby.. So cruel!!! Go watch it at youtube...Crazy bitch siak!!! Wacko...

Today Is Monday..

2008-02-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today Im on leave...

Went MRI wit mum just now for my brain scan...ARGH!!! I HATE INJECTIONS!!!! I dunno y Im not scared of piercings but Im scared of injections..Weird rite? Well I hope there's gd news from the scan..

After MRI, went to Bugis..Ate at Banquet...Bought nothing..Hahahahaha...Everytime go bugis but never buy anything..I dun think im gonna shop for anything..BUT..Since a fren of mine is gonna start work at airport, Heheheh...Gonna ask her to buy something for me...Got 30% discount...I LIKE!!! Im gonna buy a Coach bag for my mum too lah..Dats wat she wants..So yah...Hmmm..C how my budget is...If not..DIE!!!! Hahahhaha...

U noe wat? Just now on the train, me n mum were talking abt drug addicts n all...She's a nurse who handles different kinds of patients..N the way my mum describes them, very poor thing seh..Haiyoh...I hope dat no one I noe will b like dat...Seriously..Its scary n life threatening..

2mrw is my 2nd car prac..Cant wait seh!! Hahahah...Suddenly im so enthu..I wanna get it over n dun with..FAST!!!! So dat I can drive...I mean Im gonna b considerate to every1 in the family lah..If my parents want me to send them to work, I will...Cant promise..But I WILL!!!!! I mean if they're paying for it then yah I SHUD!!! N i'll send my sis to school, bring my girls out n have fun.!! Woo Hoo...Gives me more encouragement to finish my driving thingy ASAP...Hahahha..K lah dats it...

BYE!!!

Hellu!!

2008-02-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!!

Im back!! K k...Will tell u wat happened yesterday, Friday on the 1st of Feb..Went to Abg's performance.. He played the trumpet..Wahahahha it was superb!! They played mostly latin kinda songs..I like!! I was tempted to just go up to the stage n dance!! Hahahaha..Aft dat, met my darling busyuk, Farid, Azmi, Yaya and Sulaiman. At first we planned to go karaoke.. We ended up watching movie..The House..OMG..It was more of suspense kinda thingy..It got me so stressed up!!!! Haiyer!! Hahahha..n there we some disturbing parts..It killed my appetite..I so totally regretted buying nachos..Oh well..Overall I enjoyed it..

As for today..Met up wit my crazy girls, M and Wardz..They chilled at my place..We talked abt so many stuffs..Like abt our nightmares(weird.haha), our crazy moments, our love life bla, bla, bla...I LIKE!!! We're making it a habit to meet every Saturday..Go to each other's place..At least we dun go roaming ard and spending cash or watever..So yah..N plus, our parents wud b happier wit dat..

Last but not least..I MISS DANCING,SCHOOL,NETBALL...Heee...

K thats it ppl!! Gd nite!!

UPDATED..Hehe..Not much though...

2008-01-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

At work now..Hehe..Nothing to do so I updated my bloggy...

Sorry its been a long time since I've update..Hehehehhe...Niwaes..Im scared seh if I dun make it to poly..Haiz..Stress..Gotta wait for 14th Feb to apply online..Wahahaha..Scared,Scared,Scared...Met my crazy GF's over the wkend..M n Wardz..Went to M's hs..As usual..Girl talk..Talked nonsense bla bla bla...

I WANT TO BUY NEW CLOTHES !!! IM BROKE BUT IT'S OK..TOMORROW'S PAY DAY!!! YEAH!!! SHOPPING ANYONE? Hehehe

To my cousin Kyria...I wish u all the best for JAE..Hopefully u can enter poly k? Im going to enrol myself in RP..Hopefully I can enter..If u're going to RP that'll be GREAT!!!!

Meeting Haiqel later..Wee!!! I like!!! Hahahaha..N NO I DUN MISS HIM...*I noe u're gonna kill me*..Hehehhehehhe...

Will update more SOON!!!

BYE!!!!!

...........

2008-01-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

Thanks to Syah's post, the one wit the milkshake from Breeks, my sugar rush got the better of me..Ohh wee!! So went to Haagen Daaz..Not to have milkshake...But to eat WAFFLES!!!! YUMMY!!! Hahahaha..Tot of going to GELARE but the one at Tamp Mall has closed down..So yah..Boring..I noe...Oh well..Hahahah...At least I feel better..(C lah...How to lose weight like that????)

Niwaes..

Went karaoke yesterday wit Haiqel, Yaya, Aisyah, Farid and Ashiq..Here r the pics!!

AiSyah & Me..

YaYa & Me

Karaoke Kakis!!

Me & Him

Us AgAin

(",)

Had so much fun!! Woo hoo!! Next up..1st Feb...Hehe..

Thats all ppl!!!

List...

2008-01-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Ok ppl....Here r the list of things dat I really2 have to do for now..Not in any order...

1) Lose weight

2) Shop

3) Go back to school

4) Read more books

5) Clear out all old stuffs

6) Work Hard for everything..

Thats it for now..Hehehhe..Nitez beautiful ppl!!

~SORRY~

2008-01-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

OMG ppl!!!

I've got it all wrong!! Well it wasnt me..It was BERITA HARIAN dated on the 13th of January 2008..It stated there that Siti Nurhaliza's bdae was on the 12th of January..So I tot my sis's bdae is the same as her's!! Oh dear..Sorry ppl..*peace*

To Sheila/Syah: So sorry dear...U're like the Number 1 Siti fan..So I better not say any how...Heheheh..Hmmm..But yeah...My sis loves singing..N I noe ur bro has his own band rite? Even ur eldest bro loves singing..He sings well I must say..Wat abt u? Do u like singing? N thanks for ur tips!!! I'll work on it...

K k..At least I've cleared all this misunderstanding..Kinda felt bad though..Heee~..Niwaes..I went shopping wit my mum..To Kampong Jawa..Bought cloth for future baju kurung/ kebaya use..Heheheh..I LIKE!!! Heheheh!! At last I got to choose wat I like..Coz usually Im damn lazy to go n find cloth..I dunno y but I hate it lah..I think bcoz wenever my mum asks me out, its on wkends where there's so many ppl n I tend to get irritated easily..As for today, ITS A MONDAY!! So there werent many ppl at Kampong Jawa..

Im gonna post another entry aft this..Hehehhehe!!!

2008-01-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate my sis's belated bdae at BaliThai...N here r the pics...

Bdae Girl!!!

Acting Crazy..

Wats up wit the hand?

Karimah, Mum, Murshidah

She was angry coz I disturbed her..Hahahahha

Now..This is better..HeHe..

ThAts it...My dad cudnt follow coz he was tired aft work..Hur hur...

ByE!!

UrGh!!

2008-01-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

As I have said, Im gonna update...So yah..Here I m...Well.. U've guessed it, I didnt exercise nor did I wake up in the morning..Im kinda feeling a lil under the weather...So partly because of dat I didnt go for a jog..Oh well..I look chubbier in pics rite now..It bugs me..Its irritating...Y cant I be self-motivated like last time?

LAZINESS IS OVERTAKING ME...I NEED HELP..

Aniwae

HAPPY BDAE TO MY SIS, NURUL KARIMAH, WHICH WAS YESTERDAY...

To my dearest sis.. Eventhough u can be very irritating, I still love and cherish u k? Its been 15 yrs since I've awaited for ur arrival..So yah..Im gonna take care of u til the end..No matter wat I'll always be there by ur side..To make sure dat u're gonna be a successful person in life...

Was reading the newspaper..N I just realised dat my sis n Siti Nurhaliza's bdae is the same...HAhahaha..No wonder my sis loves to sing...Hmm but she loves dancing more..Dats wat she said...Wenever I look at her, it reminds me of me wen I was a kid..I love singing and dancing..I love it..Hahahah...I still have the casette of me singing..Hahaha..But my dad didnt like the idea of me singing and dancing expecially..Hmm..So gotta listen to him lor..Conflict of interest..Its ok lah...I still love him..

I guess Im gonna save cash utl GSS..U think I can? I hope so u noe..It'll be great...At least I'll be able to shop wit enuf cash...Hmm..But...Must lose weight first...Heheheh..

K lah gtg..Bubbye!!

HarLoz!!!

2008-01-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!!

Im having a sore throat rite now..Sux big time..I cant sing!!!! EEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! OMG...I cannot not sing!!! Its wat I love to do!! Gosh..Hahahah...But I did forced myself to sing despite knowing that I'll hurt it even more...I hope I'll recover soon...Oh well..

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!

CARE TO JOIN ME ANYONE?

Well...Im getting extremely unhealthy..Eating junk stuff and all..Gosh!!! Y does it seem like Im not able to exercise alone? I think I need motivation... SOMEONE HELP ME!!! Hahahaha..I just cant stop eating I guess...Last time I was able to control it...I dunno how..SUCKS!!!

K forget it...

Im going to bed rite now..

N Im hoping dat i'll wake up early in the morning later to go for a jog..Im hoping for the best that Im able to get up..*Cross my fingers*..Will update u on it 2mrw..Hahahah...

(I think it wun work..Oh well...No harm trying...)

Nitez my beautiful readers!!!

HeLLo

2008-01-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

HeLLu!! Im back!!! Nothing to really type abt but I seriously m xcited bout my driving thingy..Hahahhaha...

THANKS TO HAIQEL NOW IM HAVING FLU!!!

Yup2..My dearest bf passed it on to me..Oh dear..Niwaes, went to his bdae bbq pit at east coast..Woo hoo...It was crazy I guess..Hahahah..We had fun talking nonsense n all..Wahahahha I enjoyed it..I seriously do..Hmmm..I've never really barbequed but it's like so damn fun seh!!! Hahahaha..Tiring lah but i like it!! Hahahha...Eventhough it was kinda my first time doing the barbequeing..But I seriously enjoyed it...Played bluff..My first time too..Hahahha...Very the damn fun...Wakakakkaka....I enjoyed it.. PERIOD...

Got him a Dockers top as a gift..Hope u like it hunny!!!

Oh well..Im counting down to the days Im going back to school again..I think I really wanna go back to school..I guess there's so many things that I still hafta learn..N Im willing to learn..I dun wanna just stop here...So yah..Im hoping for the best...For the present and the future..Forget the past..The past was just a nightmare..Now lets move on to the future babey!!

That's it for 2nyt..Nitey2 ppl!!

MuaCkSss!!!

Happy New YR..

2008-01-01T15:02:00.001+08:00

HeLLo my FeLLoW frens...HAPPY NEW YR!!!! Heheheheh..Sorry its been a long time since I've updated..Busy lah..U noe me...Even wen Im not bz, I'll b bz..Ahakz!!! Weird...Hmmm many things hav happened n yeah I was too "busy" to update..I noe..Im boring..But...At least Im updating it now...01/01/2008..Damn...Time flies dat fast huh?

NEW YR RESOLUTION: NONE..

Actually I do have..But im so scared of i cant fulfill it...So I just do watever I can..Hmmm..4get abt it...The thing is..I cant wait to get my license..Hopefully in 3 - 4 mths time k ppl? Ooh wee!! Heheheh...

Hmm..a Lot of things I gotta do..But hey..the thing is, I HAVE UPDATED MY BLOG!!! Hehehehe...Will update more soon..

Take care!!!

MuRsh

I've been tagged!!

2007-11-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Syah...

[On the Outside]
Name: Murshidah Zulfaa Binte Noordin
Birth Date: 21 Nov 1988
Current Status: Having an OPEN relationship (LIKE REAL!! HAhahaha...Hun..Im joking..)
Eye Color: Can I have it purple? Or blue? Ahakz..Naturally Black..
Hair Color: Erm..Black wit Red Highlights
Righty or Lefty: Righty

[On the Inside]
Your Heritage: 3/4 chinese 1/4 malay+ indo blood
Your Fear: COCKROACHES..Disgusting stuffs..+ a lot of things...
Your Weakness: Good looking men..Dat includes u lah my dear...hahahahah!!! Ermm..Pretty, sexy stuffs like..Girly stuffs..Hmmm...
Your Perfect Pizza: Ermm..No personal fav yet..

[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: "OMG!! Gotta tell Haiqel what I dreamt abt him!!"
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: "Can't wait for 2mrw!!"
Your Most Missed Memories: Wen me n my dad got along so well..N the times wen me n Haiqel were in Sec sch..Hahahah!!!

[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Ermm..Y no ICE LEMON TEA?!?!?!? Well..Coke I guess...But I dun drink gassy stuffs..Make me coke..Eh I mean choke...
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds...Ohh...McSpicy...Yummy...
Single or Group Dates: Ermm..Im open to both..But wen i want my time alone wit him then it shall b just the 2 of us..
Adidas or Nike: ASADI..Haahahhaha..So pirated!! Nah...I love ADIDAS...I've got the bags but not the shoes..Hahahah...Wait till i get one..
Tea or Nestea: Nestea is tea wit milk rite? Any how guess only..Should be lah..Then I pick Nestea..
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCS!!!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Haiyer...Mocha Latte Can? Ermm...well Cappuccino..

[Do You...]
Smoke: Social smoker I guess...Not as heavy as last time..Trying to fins someone who'll help me stop..Hehe..
Curse: Yup2..Wenever Im angry..Ahakz..The fact is, I get angry all the time..So yah..U've guessed it rite..I curse ALL THE TIME...HAhahahah...
Take showers: Of course!!! I smell gooooooddddddddd OK!!!!!
Have a crush: Ermm..A lot lah..Hahahahaha..
Think you are in love: Of course...!!
Go to school: I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! Insyaallah next yr k k?
Want to get married: Yes pls!!! I want 4 kids can? HEhehehehe...
Believe in yourself: Yes..I do believe in myself..But sometimes u'll get disappointed too..Hmm.. Know wat i mean?
Think you are a health freak: I think i M a health freak..But..Im lazy...So yah...Hahahaha...

[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: Yup..
Gone to the mall: Yup..
Been on stage: Past mth nope..But i sang for ppl..HAhahaah..Karaoke dat is..HAhahahah!!!
Eaten sushi: Ate sushi just now wit Kakak n Tenzeeng
Dyed your hair: Yup..Not really dye lah..Highlight..

[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: R u CRAZY?!!?!?!!
Changed who you were to fit in: I think so...Hmmm..In sec sch dat is..But I realise dat i dun hav to do that..

[Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 27..Latest 30..OMG...Lots of things running thru my mind..

[In a Guy]
Best Eye Color: Well..Doesnt really matter..As long as he is not juleng...<--is dat the spelling?
Best Hair Color: Watever thats natural..If he's an angmoh blondy then hey, its fine wit me...Hehehehhe...But if he's asian n has natural black hair..Then please just stick to black...Dun b vain k? heheheh..
Short Hair or Long Hair: Well..I like guys who hav sharp features n then they r bald..Not the botak licin one lah!!! The one like Michael Scofield..YEah..Dats rite..SexY!! Hehehehe..But i prefer short...

[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: Typing..
1 Hour Ago: Watched at movie "Beowulf" at Vivo..
4.5 Hours Ago: At Vivo
1 Month Ago: Ermmm...I cant remember..
1 Year Ago: Was still schooling..HEhehehe..I remembered Mursheeza..

[Finish the Sentence]
I Love: Myself, Family, Darling..N everyone else who loves me..
I Feel: Sleepy..HAhaha..But still wanna blog..
I Hate: I dun hate..I appreciate..Ya like real.. The next thing u noe, I'll be saying " I hate......"
I Hide: In my room..Yeah..Dats my personal space OK!!!
I Need: A lot of things...U wouldnt wanna noe..Heheheh

The next 5 victims:
-Haiqel
-Sarah
-Fai
-Kyria
-Syikin

Victims sounds too harsh..But..WTH..HAhahaha just do the god damn thing can?!?!!?!?

Heheheh..K lah..Hoped u enjoyed reading!!!

Nite nite ppl!!

Counting Down!!!

2007-11-19T20:59:00.001+08:00

Hello2 ppl!! K K..First n foremost..I CANT WAIT!!!! 2 more days n....ITS MY BDAE!!!! GEREK OR WAT!!! I LIKE!!! HAhahah..LEr tu pon excited...HAhahahah..Well i might b getting older but dats ok...Im just glad dat I can live up to this age...Hopefully I'll b able to live up to a very2 long age...Get married..Have children..C my kids grow..Grandchildren..Ohh wee!! K I think too MUCH!!!

Actually I've already celebrated my bdae last Fri at St JAmes karaoke wit my company..MoNo..Also celebrated my cousin's (who's also my colleague) bdae...K lah...Singing was FUN FUN FUN!!! N the karaoke system there was GREAT GREAT GREAT!!! But the service there SUX SUX SUX..SO yah...Dats abt it..I've got the pics but will update them soon..

HEhehe...

Going out wit M n Wardz 2mrw to celebrate our bdae!!

(Btw, wardz bdae is also the same date as mine..Ahakz!!)

Tagged!!

2007-11-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

Been tagged by Sheila to do this..So here it goes!!!

Give 5 material desires, or wants and tag 5 other people.

1) To lose weight A.S.A.P...

2) I want my hair to grow longer A.S.A.P..

3) I want enter poly next..I have to!!!!!

4) I want to have another sibling in the family..HAhahahhahaha......

5) Lets not be selfish here...I want everyone in this world to live in PEACE..

Ceh!! I noe..Im a giver..

5 ppl to tag..

* Fai
* Haiqel
* Kyria
* Syikin
* YaYa...(Thats if she does go online)

K..Thats it lah k? Heheheh..

Nitez!!

Kampong ppl!!

2007-11-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey2!!! Im here to update!!! Oooh wee!!! Went to Seremban last wk..My cousin's wedding...N here r the pics!!

Cousins!! Ya..I noe im Short...

My Sis N My Mum..

Me & Khairiyah

More Cousins....

Mum n Sis wit my Wan Achik..(Wan is grandma...my late grandma's younger sis)

The groom and bride
The Family..There's more actually..
My Cousins in Malaysia

Hehehhe!! LOVE WEDDINGS AT KAMPONG!!!!! Heheheh..mayb i too shud get married at kampong...hahahhaha..

Nitez Ppl!!

Raya-ing wit Him n Frens

2007-11-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS PIC!!! HEheheheh..
Me N WaRdZ
ThE WhoLe LoT Of US..
Me & YaYa..
Me, YaYa, AiSyAh, WiNdA

RaYa..

2007-11-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

These r pics..Overdued hari raya pics..Ahakz...

SLAmaT HaRi RaYa

2007-10-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

To all my family and frens , whether new or old....

SLAMAT HARI RAYA..MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN....SaYe ni mcm buat byk dosa pat seme org..So I really wanna ask for forgiveness..I mite hav said or done something dat mite hav offended u, intentionally or unintentionally..So Sorry...N halalkan my makan dan minum dan segala2 yg saye tak dpt bayar balek...Sorry bbl rojak..Ahakz...Harap2 kiter maseh dpt merapatkan lagi silaturahim antara satu sama lain...Amin...

Ceh2...Hehehe..Niwaes, here r some PiCs!!!

My MuM's ELdeSt Bro'S FamiLY wit My SiS

My ChiLDHoOd FreN's FamiLy wiT My Sis

My MuMs' CouSin wit her ChiLdRen N My Sis

My BeAuTiFuL GiRL CoUsiNs (ThEy'Re JaVaNeSE).. WiT My Sis

My CouSin'S (MaTErNaL, thERe's SoMe mOrE BuT ThEy'Re aLL in M'SiA)..Wit My SiS

My GrAnNy(PaTERnAL)...ShE'S PuRe ChiNeSe...

My DaD'S eLdEsT SiS wiT HeR ChiLdRen..My AuNt LoOks ChiNeSe BuT HeR ChiLdReN LoOKs InDiAn eh..WeLL,ThEy'rE PunJaBi..

My CoUsiNs ( PaTeRNAL)

ThE PuNjAbi SiBLinGS

AbG,Me..WiT My SiS

ITs Us AgAin..

CoUSInS..(PaTErNaL, ThERe'S 3 MoRe BuT ThEy'Ve MiGrAtEd To AuStRaLIa)

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

As u cAn C, We R VeRy RoJak..Hehehhe...MoRe Of ThE ChiNeSe GeNes GoeS To ME..WhiLe My SiS LoOks ArAb(I sWEaR I DuNnO WhERe ShE Got Dat GeNeS FroM) anD My CouSinS WhO r PunJabi'S...So YeaH..We'Re ThE RoJak FaMiLY..Hahahah..BuT mE N My SiS HaVe MoRe ChiNeSE BLoOD iN uS...ThAnKs To ThE InTeRrAciAL MaRriAgE..(My grANnY's PuRe ChiNeSe(PaTeRnAL), My GrAMp's MuM Is ChiNeSe WhiLe HiS DaD iS MaLaY(PaTErNaL)..N iT sEeMs DaT My GrAmp'S(MatErNaL) aLso HaS ChiNeSe BLoOd(ThAts WaT My MuM SaYs)..My GraNnY (MaTErnAL) HaS InDoNeSiaN BLoOD...HeHE...ComPLiCaTEd Seh!!

Oh ya..most of the pics have my sis in it!!! OMG!!! KeCik2 dah giler camera... Adui... Heheheh.. She loves the attention though..Hahahah...KiUT!!!

WeLL..I DiDnt ReaLLy JLn RaYe LAh..So Ni Je LaH GaMbAr2 NyEr..

Im very sleepy already...GTG!!!

NiTey NiTeZ PpL!!

(",) MuRsh (",)

Last episode of Seputeh Qaseh Ramadan

2007-10-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

OMG!! I actually cried watching Seputeh Qaseh Ramadan..HAiz...Sad ..Very very sad...Haiz....My eyes are still teary...Oh well..But Along HANDSOME!!! HAhahaha..Sempat siak Mursh!!! Yup2..HANDSOME!!!! Reminds me of someone I used to noe..Oh ya...Me n my mum sebok buat kueh just now..Hehehehe..My first time making kueh raye actually...Well previously I was damn lazy lah...Hahahah..But I only did one kueh...N its a damn simple one..CORNFLAKES MADU...Heheheh..K lah..I'll put some pics..Which doesnt have me in it..Coz I look so shagged...So ya..Here it is..

My mum buat kueh tart..

This lil babylicious girl is my sis..Sebok je!!!

Wahahaha..Bergotong royong!!

Wat I made..Hehe...

K lah..GTG..Talking to my fren..He's having probs..So yah..Trying to console him..

Bye!!!

EmOLiCiOus MurSh..Ahakz...

BiRtHdaY!!

2007-10-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

WaWa'S n FeFe'S BdAe!!! CeLeBrAtEd WiT My LoVeLiEsT Pri ScH SiStAs!!!

OMG!!! TEmbam Me!! HEhehe..
I Love this GirLS...Hehehhe..
N...I Love ThiS BoyS ToO...

Hmmm..Got more pics to upload but my MMC wit Haiqel lah..So will update next time..HAhaha..I miss the old times!! I hate the past..Misunderstandings n watever shit lah..N I miss hanging out at Jurong..Hahahah..N Im staying at Bedok..Im crazy..I noe...Heheheheh...

K lah k lah..Will update more!! Till next time...

Eh..

WAIT!!!

Not yet!! Not YeT!!!

I wanna share this song to everyone lah..Ahaaahha..From the show Seputeh Qaseh Ramadan..I love the show n the song..OMG..Its such a great show...K K..Here's the lyric.

Melukut Di Tepi Gantang By Aishah

Di malam yang sunyi
Dudukku termenung sorang diri
Di jendela sepi

Hingga dinihari
Ku menantikan kepulanganmu
Namunkah hanya sekadar
Tinggal kata-kata
Bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang
Begitulah aku
Di dalam hidupmu
Ada tiada tak memberi kesan
Hanya aku menanggung
Kerinduan..

Dulu pernah kau katakan
Sayangg..
Ingin mendengarku berlagu riang..
Menawar duka laraku
Lupakan saja..
Derita yang berlalu
Tapi mengapa dirimu, kasih..
Ibarat lalang ditiup angin
Kasihmu diracun
oleh kata fitnah
penuh hina
Hingga kini kau biarkan saja..
Diriku menanggung sepi
Dengan irama dukaku
Yang tak bermakna
bagimu...

Haiz...Sedih Gegerl...

K lah nite2 ppl!! N just a shout out to my new found fren..SHEILA!! HEllo HeLLo!! N not forgetting all my other frens...HAhahaha..K K..Im crazy..

ByE!!

(",) MuRsH (",)

MuRsH GiLer!!!! BluEkZ!!

2007-10-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

BORING!!! Ngantokz!! K k..I didnt go terawih today..I feel kinda bad seh..Haiz..Niwaes, yesterday went to the steakhouse opening opposite MOS...It was a cocktail party...Well..The food was great but it was little lah..Hahaha..but the steak was great!! Very juicy!! Yummy!! But i ate a lot of yummy deserts..Damn it!! Sinful Delights!!! WTH..

I LOVE U, U LOVE ME
WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG AND A KISS FROM ME TO U *MuaCKs*
WUN U SAY U LOVE ME TOO..

Hahahah...Got nothing better to do..so yah...bla bla bla...

Haiz....I shud b losing weight..but i think im not lor!!! Shit3..!!Niwaes forget abt all this...Argh!!I wanna put a song lyric here..Lets c lets c...Hmmm

Uh huh!! Got it!!

On Top Of Me By TyResE GibSon

This is for all my love makers
sit back and relax
And let me take you there

It's three o'clock in the morning
There's only one thing to do
Girl your body's crazy, laying next to mine
i tried my best to keep my cool
but the temperature's steady rising
Cause i'm all alone with you
And your sexy ways, are so inviting
Damn I wanna give it to you

Baby come and take my hand
I just wanna freak you
(Girl i got what you want, now its time for you to
climb up on top of me)

Chorus:
Girl i want you
on top of me
I got what your body needs
(there's a vacancy in ectasy and i'm gonna take you there)
Girl i want you
on top of me
i got what your body needs

Can I get a sample of you baby?
Cause there's something i can guarantee
That you won't be cravin' loving for a while
Cause I'm gonna give you all of me
I want you to bust on top of me
I wanna feel the thrust of your loving baby
I want you to tell me when I hit the spot
Girl I'm tryin to make it hot

Baby come and take my hand (grab my hand because)
I just wanna freak you
(Girl I got what you want now it's time for you to
climb up on top of me)

Girl I want you
On top of me
I got what your body needs
(do what i came to do with you baby
there's a vacancy in ectasy and I'm gonna take you there)
Girl I want you
on top of me
I got what your body needs
(there's a vacancy in ectasy)

I came out to please your body
I know I'll satisfy
Your every need
All you have to do
is trust me
Girl i'll take you to ectasy

Girl i want you
on top of me
I got what your body needs

KinKY!!! Hahahahakz!! But I like this song lah..Very S.E.X.Y...Hehehe..NoTti2!!

K lah gtg..So sleepy already..Nitey Nitez!!! MuackziEs!!

(",) MuRsh (",)

Pics...Tembam nyer!!! Heheheh

2007-10-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

HarLu!! Im BacK!!

2007-10-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

K..Its been a while since I’ve blogged..Hehehehhe..Im at work now actually..Main giler I noe..Hahahah..Ish!!! My colleague is playing the song “Dance With My Father” by the late Luther Vandross..Sad lah..Feel like crying…I love my dad…Eventhough sometimes he can get on my nerves..I love love my family too!! Hehehehe…My sis, My mummy n my maid..Yup2..She’s part of us..Heheheh..WE’RE A FAMILY!!!..K Im super crazy…Niwaes, I love my bf too..Hahaha..Should give some compliments to him lah..Hahahah..He’s able to tolerate my nonsensical shits..WeeEe!!!

Oh ya!!! I went to his band performance at DXO…Very cool! I mean..Whoa..My bf is talented..The way he plays the guitar n all..Im not saying that he’s super gd..But I think for a guy of his age, he’s like a prodigy!! Wakakakaka!! K k..Watever..Later he kembang then sluar dlm koyak..(Da lah luper nak zip sluar)..Ahakz!!!

I dunno y but Im xcited to go back to sch..Gotta study…Yup2..Study…Aft my operation, I think I’ve drawn out the rough idea of wat my future wud b..Well..Kiter merancang Tuhan yg menentukan..So yah..Im not sure if the plan goes well.. But if it does, Alhamdulillah..Oh ya..Hopefully I’ll pass my driving thingy by March or wat lah..Gonna force my dearest, loveliest, prettiest mother to buy me a car..Either Mazda 3 , 6, or Vios..I like Camry and Cefiro but I dun tink it’s the rite time to drive dat..Wakakak..Berangan siak Mursh!!! Bluekz!! K lah k lah…Will add some pics to this blog

Later!!

The girl who is always dreaming…
(“,) MuRsH (“,)

WOW!!!!

2007-09-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys..I noe its been a long time since I've updated..As usually..went karaoke-ing wit my girls and guys...Wen one leaves, one enters..Those of u who were there, u shud noe wat I mean...There's a lot of things to write abt..But lazy lah...

Aniwaes...

I LOVE TGT!!!!!

Well I love this song: PLEASE DONT GO..For those of u who's wonder wats TGT..Its TYRESE, GINUWINE, TANK..They've actually formed a grp..Well, wat can i say..These are the powerful men of R&B..N this debut single by them is so totally OMG...Read the lyrics...

Please Don't Go (Remix)

[Chorus:]
Please don't go, Please don't go (It's the TGT remix) [Repeat]

[Verse 1:]
[Tank:]
Ty I'm tripping cuz I'm bout to lose my shawty, (Say word)
Another nigga's bout to get up on my shawty, (Talk 2 me)
I wanna get her back but she aint tryna hear it, (Oh no)
Somebody else is in her ear & I can feel it, (Now Tank my dude, I don't be getting all in yo business)
Ty be real wit me, (Another playa hittin this)
See I knew something cuz she wouldn't take my calls, (Have u apologized)
Yea, but she just blows me off
Rese hear, I know that I was doin wrong (4 sho) , but I swear that Ima keep it home (Let her know),
& I don't want it to end like this becuz I know that

[Bridge 1:]
[Tank:]
It aint worth telling a lie, It aint worth seeing u cry, It aint worth it, that's why Im right
here begging u please don't go, It aint worth bein alone, it aint worth killin a home, it aint
worth it, that's why Im right here beggin u please don't go.

[Chorus]

[Verse 2:]
[Tyrese:]
Tank let me talk to him, G u knowin wat u doin here is foul, (What u mean)
U know he been wit shawty 4 a while, (Listen 2 me, I didn't know that she was wit the homie)
Yeah right, (We had some drinks, she told me she was lonely)
Then wat, (That talkin had really got us horny)
No he didn't, (And after that I couldn't control the opponent)
Did u know that that was her, (Didn't know & that's my word)
I guess it's not ur fault becuz he's always doin wrong, (That's wat she told me)
He don't ever keep it home, (& that too)
& it's always gonna end like this even though he know that

[Bridge 2:]
[Tyrese:]
It aint worth telling a lie, it aint worth makin her cry, it aint worth it, that's why Im
right here beggin u please don't go, it aint worth killin a home, it aint worth bein alone, it
aint worth it, that's why Im right here beggin u please don't go

[Chorus]

[Verse 3:]
[Ginuwine:]
(Now lets settle this)
Wats up T, (G, I heard from Ty, I wanna hear from u)
Well homie, everything I told him was the truth, (I cant check the pimp)
No, (Of course I know the rules)
Well, (She got the right to choose, but it hurts that its my dude)
But 2 be honest I aint seen ur shorty since, (Why is that)
She heard that I was creepin wit her friend, (You're a fool)
Now Im in the same boat that u in, she walked out the door & wouldn't come back in, now I
know, Im always doin wrong, (I said the same thing)
I swear I wanna keep it home, (The same thing)
& I don't want it to end like this cuz I know that

[Bridge 3:]
[Ginuwine:]
It aint worth telling a lie, it aint worth seein u cry, it aint worth it, that's why Im right
here beggin u please don't go, it aint worth killin a home, it aint worth bein alone, it aint
worth it, that's why Im right here beggin u please don't go

[Chorus]

Tyrese...Ginuwine...Tank...TGT
Saving R&B, Yall know how we do...

LOVE IT!!!

Thats it..ByE!!!

(",) MuRsh (",)

Enjoyed 2 times in a day!!

2007-07-08T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hey2!! Went karaoke yesterday with my crazy frens...Only took 2 pics...Here they are..

U noe wat? Wenever Yaya is wit me for karaoke, Fai wun b there. N wenever Fai is there, Yaya is not there, n wenever Fai n Yaya is there, Im not there..Damn sia!!!

K..Aft karaoke, i went to my aunts hs. Bathe n changed into new fresh clothes..Getting ready for the club..So yeah!! Check out the pics in my friendster babygirl_vs_babyboy@yahoo.com.sg. So sorry..Im really lazy to upload the pics..Reached my aunts place from MOS at 7+am. n i still havent slept..Wah terror sia!!

Niwaes, I seriously enjoyed my time wit my cuzzie, Amal n gang n M..

IF...

Haiqel.
Fai.
Yaya.
Wardz.
Filza.
Ifah.
Wawa.
And everyone else.

was there, they would have completed my day!! Damn it!! But nvm lah...

Just check out the pics!!

(",) MuRsH (",)

BooTyLiCiOuS!!

*LiL MiSs DiVa*

OVER!!

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UrGh!!

HarLoz!!!

HeLLo

Happy New YR..

I've been tagged!!

Counting Down!!!

Tagged!!

Kampong ppl!!

Raya-ing wit Him n Frens

RaYa..

SLAmaT HaRi RaYa

Last episode of Seputeh Qaseh Ramadan

BiRtHdaY!!

MuRsH GiLer!!!! BluEkZ!!

Pics...Tembam nyer!!! Heheheh

HarLu!! Im BacK!!

WOW!!!!

Enjoyed 2 times in a day!!

LiL MiSs DiVa